Hello, I relapsed AGAIN. I was able to stay clean for about 4 months and I relapsed in 11/2011. I stayed clean in 12/2011, 1/2012, and 2/2012. I used for 2 weeks and stayed clean for 2 weeks in 3/2012, 4,2012, 5,2012, 6/2012, 7/2012. In 8/2012, I pretty much used 4 lortab 7.5 pills 4-5 times a day for the entire month. I have no good reason to relapse but I did. It takes me a long time to write on this forum because of my shame and guilt of my relapse.
Well, I am 48 hours from my last pills (5 lortab 7.5 pills) feeling absolutely horrible. I want to try to stay clean again. I am just getting tired of relapsing and using. It gets old.