Thank you Kevin.
I know how you feel Molly. I have stopped drinking more times than I can count. Don't give up hope and don't stop trying. When I have those "down" periods of the day and evening I tell myself "If I stay away from the wine, I never have to be in this place again." It feels like an (emotional) roller-coaster but I so very much want to stay sober.
I like goofballs Mark!