Today marks 150 days or 5 months. I have been struggling with the thoughts of having that drink...no big real reason only to say... "Just Because". But like someone said, "It's a lot harder to get sober than staying sober" and so I go, marching onward! I look at these 150 days as a precious gift I do not want to give back!
Having the drive (anger) and determination on my own... this forum has been my other strength. Besides letting myself down I have all of you to answer to which gives me that much needed extra motivation.
Thank You All...
Every season brings on new feelings and emotions that enter into this quest of lifelong sobriety. This is why I feel it's so important to me on making it through the calendar year. This also keeps me grounded, knowing that 150 days is not even half way there.
Good luck to all of you on your own personal journey!