Good Morning everyone,
Nice seeing all the post. Well today is day 24 for me, and have been in a little funk (I guess thats the best way to describe it). I see now where drinking was such a big part of my life, both socially and physically. I need to reinvent myself I think. It's hard to explain, but I feel my whole life is changing. All my "friends" were all drinkers, and I'm not ready yet to hang with them. I use to do the same thing everyday; go to the same bar, see the same people, have the same routine for years. Now I feel like I'm in the twilight zone. I don't know what to do with myself. It sounds weird, and I'm trying really hard on getting a grip on this feeling, but I'm having a hard time.
I have cleaned and rearranged all the rooms in the house, painted some rooms in an apartment that I own, walk every night, working out in AM, but I still feel like I'm missing something in my life. Like I said earlier, I need to reinvent who I am to make this sobriety last; which I know I need to do. That is my biggest priority right now!
The other mind disturbing issue is that next Friday I have a Dr's appointment, and I know if i get a clean bill of health, thats going to be a struggle not to have a couple, because I know what a couple will become. I'll be right back to where I started. UGH! Then my next big hurdle will be a business trip I have to take the beginning of April to Las Vegas. How does someone go to Las Vegas and not party???
Oh well, thanks for letting me rant and get a little keyboard therapy. It felt good getting that off my chest.
Enough about me. I hope everyone is doing well and have a great weekend!!