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What You Need to Know About a Heroin Overdose

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One of the biggest problems with an illegal street drug such as heroin is that there is a possibility of overdose.  Now many people who overdose will actually do so not due to taking too much pure heroin, but more often from taking too much of the drug when it has been cut with other unknown drugs, or by combining it with other drugs or alcohol.  At any rate, overdoses can and do occur all the time, so I wanted to touch on them and provide some information about them.

Heroin is made from morphine which comes from the poppy plant. It is illegal, but sold on the streets, which causes problems with purity and creates unknown variances in strength. It has been banned from hospitals or from any other kind of legal medicinal purposes because of its highly addictive nature. Heroin addiction causes many adverse health problems, not the least of which is collapsed veins (due to continued use of needles to inject the drug). Additives to heroin on the street can cause infections that damage major organs; these additives do not always dissolve in the system and so can cause clogging of the blood vessels. Continued poor health in a user can cause pneumonia as well. Using heroin on a long-term basis causes the user to work up a tolerance to it, creating a need for more.

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Heroin Overdose Symptoms

Warning signs of a heroin overdose can be overlooked at first glance, if the observer does not realize that the symptoms of overdose are far more intense and serious than the actual immediate affects of the drug. It is ironic (and very unfortunate) that the overdose symptoms of the drug produce the pain that the user was trying to avoid in the first place by continuing use. “Normal” use of the drug creates many of the same symptoms as overdose. For instance, the user will normally experience a slowing of their breathing, dry mouth, a lowering of their blood pressure, slowing of movement, and dreaminess. Part of the appeal of heroin is the “rush” it creates and then the state of elation or pleasure. In an overdose, however; breathing may become difficult and much slower. There is a weak pulse, not just a low blood pressure. An observer should also notice in an overdose that the tongue becomes discolored and the pupils become very constricted. The fingernails and lips turn blue.  They may have muscle spasms. The person can experience hallucination, disorientation, and sleepiness, or can go into a coma if not treated immediately.

Heroin Overdose Treatment

As a matter of course, an observer who witnesses any overdose should call 911 or a poison control center immediately and should not induce vomiting unless told to do so by a health care professional. Although the obvious solution to avoid overdose on any drug is abstinence from the drug itself, overdose on heroin is not always fatal if the user is caught right away; so a user should not use the drug when alone, in a locked room. He or she should not mix heroin with any other drugs. In addition, buying the drug from the same dealer each time helps prevent discrepancies in purity. The treatment of an overdose involves the use of a drug called Naloxone. It is given intravenously, if possible, and counteracts the effects of overdose almost immediately. It can also be given intramuscular or subcutaneously if necessary. Although the drug in the form of an injection in an emergency kit is provided to heroin addicts in some states, it is best to use in a clinical setting. Sometimes the drug is so effective at reversing the symptoms that the user can go immediately into withdrawal. For this reason, dispersing of the drug should be monitored.

Now if you are interested in avoiding an overdose then you might consider getting some form of treatment.  The starting point of most treatment is heroin detox, where you will likely be supervised in a medical setting and probably given some sort of synthetic opiate or other medications to help control your withdrawal symptoms.  After approximately 3 to 5 days of detox, you will probably go into residential treatment where you might attend various groups and lectures so you can learn how to live without using heroin every day.  This is the brief outline of heroin treatment and will generally work for most any addict provided they really want to change their life.  Without a great deal of personal motivation from the individual addict they are not likely to succeed and will probably relapse shortly after leaving treatment.

Effective Emergency Procedures for Treatment of Heroin Overdoses

Respiratory failure and pulmonary edema resulting in coma or death may occur without effective emergency procedures for heroin overdoses. Heroin, a synthetic opiate, was originally derived from the white liquid from the opium poppy plant. In its pure form heroin is a white powder substance with a bitter taste. Street heroin is usually laced with unknown filler substances and is approximately ten times more toxic than morphine when administered through intravenous injection, the preferred method of delivery. Heroin users quickly develop tolerance and require higher amounts to achieve the desired euphoric effect. Most overdoses occur accidentally and can be immediately reversed through emergency medical treatment. Symptoms of overdose include respiratory distress, small pupils, low blood pressure, weak pulse, disorientation, drowsiness and seizures. Death can occur as a result of depressed breathing, cardiovascular complications and the inability to immediately clear airway obstructions due to vomit or fluid.

Emergency room protocol for patients presenting with suspected overdose begins with immediate assessment of respiratory function. Breathing support systems such as mask valve ventilation or mechanical ventilation are used to maintain the patient until heroin can be eliminated from the system. Invasive ventilation measures such as endotracheal intubation may be required in cases of respiratory failure.
The effects of heroin can be immediately reversed through the intravenous administration of an opioid antagonist agent such as naloxone or naltrexone. This class of medication causes an immediate return of consciousness, but may cause minor symptoms of withdrawal including mood changes, gastrointestinal upset, dizziness, seizures and headache. Opoid antagonist agents usually counteract the effects of heroin within one to two minutes after intravenous delivery, with effects lasting approximately 45 minutes. Once the patient is stabilized, respiratory function will be assessed and supportive care provided before release from the emergency department.In severe heroin overdose cases resulting in coma, emergency procedures may include endotracheal intubation and mechanical ventilation for rapid oxygen delivery. Laboratory tests may be performed for analyses of arterial blood gas, metabolic and creatine levels. Liver and renal function tests may be performed. Comatose patients may require pulmonary artery catherization or lumbar puncture. Chest imaging studies including CT scans and MRI scans are useful in assessing pulmonary complications. Brain scans may be performed to diagnose potential brain and central nervous system damage. Benzodiazepine therapy is often used to control seizures or convulsions.Emergency medical treatment is vital in saving the lives of many overdose patients. Death often results due to unavailability of emergency care.

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  • http://herion breanna

    herion is very bad dont ever do that

  • lauren

    my brother in law just died from an overdose. it was his first time “trying” heroin. his friend didn’t call the EMS. if only he had, my brother would still be here.

  • Patrick

    So sorry to hear that, Lauren.

    Not sure what else I can say…..

  • jammo

    i tried it for the first time 2 weeks ago, it took me a week to get over wanting more, never again

  • Mary

    jammo I hope you don’t…We are burying my 21 year old nephew this Friday because he od’ed…I will keep you in my prayers.

  • David

    only way i’ve ever died with a smile on my face. its all perspective. The emt should have let me go

  • http://thisone rachel w.

    my sister died from an over dose becuase he boy friend didnt pay attention to how much he gave her. he didnt call 911 because he didnt want to get in trouble. this is the same guy that got my brother stuck on this crap. not good for you hard on yah and tears familys apart.

  • patty

    My son died at the age of 37 two days ago I hate this drug God help us get the word out and try to save more children

  • Patrick

    Sorry to hear of the losses here….I have been working in a rehab for 5 years now so I still see these stories play out over and over again as well….

    Prayers for all who have passed, and those left behind too. Such tragedy….it really does suck.

  • kathy

    I recently lost my beloved nephew to a heroine over dose,he was 26 . My sister’s family and i went thru a few years of trying to get treatment for him,and for awhile it seemed as if he would win the battle.But , we lost. I will never forget the way i last saw him,which now after the fact I realize he was on it then,his pupils were tiny and glassy,when i asked him ,he said he had just had a few drinks ect. and would b ok. I was the last family member to see him alive, cause a few short hours later my sister called to say he was dead.I would do anything to bring him back, but i know that wont happen.But, i would also do anything to stop another family from the pain of loseing a loved one this way.Its just not fair.

  • Audrie S.

    I almost lost my daughter to heroine. I decided that I will become CSI on her. I turned her in for needles, heroine, and when she was high. I got ahold of her phone records turned all those people in. It was the hardest thing I have ever done but I saved her. It was either death or jail and I chose jail. It’s not easy & not everyone can be saved. They have to eventually want it for themselves and finally she did. Just know we can’t save them all but the few I did save I lost just as many. It’s a never ending fight but I will continue to do it until either the drug is gone or the dealers. Pray for our children. That’s all we can do

  • unknown

    I just lost my brother on aug.29 to this killer.
    The user loses their life,then rests in peace. Its the ones left behind who struggles and carries the burden of such deep pain. I am angry that it works this way. I f any of you drug users have even just one person that loves you, and you check out for a moment of unreal euphoria, then you are selfish. You may think you are only hurting yourselves, but that is the lie, your are sticking a knife right through the heart of the people who love you.NOONE IS INVINCIBLE.This is a fact. I know.

    grieving heart

  • Patrick

    @ Unknown – God bless you. I agree completely, knowing that I used to be that selfish addict, who put people through misery. You are right. It is not fair.

  • unknown

    @Patrick- Can you tell me why?

  • Patrick

    Why it’s not fair?

    Now I am on the other side of the fence…clean and sober for over 9 years now, and trying to help struggling addicts every day now. (I work a full time job in a drug rehab too).

    I lived in long term rehab for 20 months. At least 5 of those people that I lived with have died since then.

    It is not fair because I want so badly to help certain people, and there is nothing you can do. You can’t do anything because they are trapped. They cannot see a better way out, they do not believe recovery could work for them. I know this, because I used to be trapped.

    I do not know what changed. I do not know how I became willing to face the fear of being clean and sober. That is what I write about on here, over and over again. The transition to recovery. It is an elusive thing to pin down.

    That is why so many say it is a blessing from a higher power. You did not choose to get clean, your higher power blessed you with recovery, they say. I am at least half inclined to believe this, that I am simply blessed. But, I promise that I was just another drug addict and alcoholic….no more deserving of blessings than anyone else.

  • unknown

    @ David- how ironic. David was my brothers name. To say somthing like you did, you must not love anyone.

  • unknown

    @ Patrick- Thank you for answering me. I am so hurt by tthese drugs. They are killing people left and right. I wish I could wipe them off the face of this earth. I beleive with all my heart these are good people who make a difference in this world, I know my brother was. Its not like these drugs are killing evil people, they are killing wonderful, beautiful souls that other people in this world need.I’m glad you made it and found your way out.If I could have one wish in this world, I would wish for the freedom of all drug users, and put these drug dealers out of business who are making money from this killer. May you continue to be blessed.

  • walking dead

    I od’d last friday, havent snorted heroin in 15 years but was in pain, and someone gave me a bad. My intent was not to die.

    All I remember is snorting the line and then waking up in an ambulance vomiting, freezing and people all around me telling me to stay with them. I went into defib, I had 2 resperations a minute, at the hospital they told my family I might not make it. I did make it. I wasn’t trying to kill myself!!! But I almost died and I am all fucked up right now because I have to face the people I love, I put them through hell.

    One time will kill you..

  • Desdemona

    I lost my 26-year-old stepson to a heroin overdose October 11 (the day after my son’s wedding). We helped him get clean (or so we thought) and although he didn’t take what was considered a lethal dose it was that night. Unfortunately his so-called girlfriend didn’t call emt (even though she couldn’t wake him up). So very sad how many beautiful young people are losing their lives to this stuff. :(

  • unknown

    I to lost my nephew to this horrible drug just a couple weeks ago. The words can’t decribe what my family is going through right now. We didn’t even know there was an problem till the test came back. It was so shocking to us.

  • janice

    My beautiful, sweet, loving nephew just died last Wednesday! His “friends” left him sleeping, He decided to “Try” it along with his beer, a little thing he was, soooooo sad he never woke up. He loved to sing,fish,camp, make people smile, and he loved his family! How sad he left his sister and brothers, in so much pain! Life will never be the same for them or for the others who loved him sooooo much! Why are so many children/people dying, isn’t there something we can do?

  • unknown 2

    My sister just lost her best friend 2 days ago to an overdose. She just turned 18, a happy and always excited type of girl. She started hanging out with the wrong people who introduced her. Her fake friends that got her hooked just dropped her off at the hospital and left. My sister feels guilt because she kept trying to get her to quit. The girl has a scum boyfriend whom was a bad influence on her as well. I wish that teenagers would somehow realize the dangers. She left behind a wonderful family and loving friends. The people she would get high with dont even care. They could have saved her if they werent such scum. Why does this have to happen to such good people? She just couldn’t stop, and it is so terrible that this is a reality. I pray for all of you whom have lost someone and expecially those whom still do it. Please stay clean.

  • jr.

    i just lost my sister to this 2 weeks so sad please if you guys know anyone who is sufferung from this drug get them help….

  • http://yahoo Craig

    Hi my name is Craig and im a Paramedic, my sympathies go out to all the people who have lost loved ones to this KILLER Drug. I have treated numerous cases of Heroin overdose, with great success because people called EMS quickly, but unfortunately when they call too late, and you can’t revive the pt that really hurts the EMS personnel and the family, the best advice I can give is never to try this drug.

  • carmen

    I’m struggling right now w/my addiction i come from old fashion latin family i want to quit soooo bad but its expensive, the bodypain and sadness u grow through is horrible…. my ex got me addicted…. now i’m left w/this addiction @26 yrs old i’m a college student i work but all my $ goes 2 it, it makes me :( i’m so disappointed in myself….i cant tell my family, they wld never understand…. thanks 4 letting vent and please pray me; carmen the brasilian girl from utah!

  • Anonymous

    I’ve just lost my husband to what is to believe to be an overdose but not sure until the inquest he was also a drinker i heared that he had taken it but was not sure what hurts the most is the fact i didn’t even know he was on it only found out when others told me that drug things was found in his room where he was waiting to go into detox for his drink he wasn’t a drug user. So how can these people who are there to help him let him turn to drugs i throught that they was helping him now at the age of 29 with two young kids left alone and he’s never coming back home.

  • Shanyn

    Dear Carmen, you need to talk with your family, they love you unconditionally like no one ever will…you know you need help, there is a world full of people willing to listen and help please seek them out, I pray in JESUS name that you are made free of this burden , pray to HIM and He will bring you answers, ask specifically for your needs, may HE bring you peace and love and healing xoxo

  • Nicole

    I just had the most scariest moment in my life walking in on my boyfriend laying on the bathroom floor , face blue, having siezers. i had to call 911 for the first time in my life! The paramedic told me 10 more minutes he would of been dead! He is now in the hospital. Heroin leads to nothing but pain and anger.

  • Sandy Skeins

    All of these comments hit so close to home. 34 year old son addicted to heroin. He’ tried so many times to beat this drug, but the drug keeps beating him. He’s od’d twice. He’s been in rehab four times. I’m scared, I live in fear of the fatal phone call. Many prayers have been said by all, but I feel frozen in my tracks unable to help him.
    I see so many little children, six – seven-eight being diagnosed with ADD Impulsivity and being put on meds. Most are still getting labelled in school. Low self-esteem. This is where it started for my son. So many years later, the same pattern is being used. I wish I hadn’t started my son on meds, increased meds, changed meds. I would tell parents to pursue other alternatives, get you child involved in sports, swimming. Feed them positive comments, find the right school that has a structured program with increased “exercise” time for the kids. Don’t be afraid to monitor their friends – don’t be afraid to say NO to some of their friends.

  • Diane

    I lost my 23 year old niece to a heroin overdose last Wednesday Aug 10, 2011. She was with my 22 year old son at the time who rushed her to the hospital but it was too late. My son had admitted to me he has used 2 times in the past 2 months, I’m holding an intervention for him this Sunday Aug 21st at my home, our entire family and our friends will be there, please pray for a successful outcome, thank you .

  • Michael J.

    People need to keep naltrexone, or naloxone in a medical bag in case an opiate overdose happens, they can give this medication to them and they will immediately come out of it.

  • annonymous

    Hi im 18 yrs old and me nd m y fiance had been doing herion every once in awhile for the past two months we only did it like 5 times but we injected it 2 he used to be n addict but hadnt used in a year on october 13th 2011 he jus passed away from overdose he was fine all night then we both nodded off nd i woke up a couple hours later wiped his face thought he was sleeping then relized he was all pale i called 911 but i knew he was already gone they got a faint pulse in his feet rushed him to the hospital but i beilive he must have been gone for to long

  • Disappointed

    My boyfriend just had an overdose last night. The only difference from the norm is that he survived. I have been with him for over 3 years, and he does not understand why I am breaking up with him at a time like this and leaving. I can no longer be a crutch. I had no idea wither that he even TRIED heroin. The nurse told me assuming I heard already saying he came in with an overdose of heroin… It was like someone punched me in the chest with a sledge hammer. You could of knocked me over with a feather. It’s like the person you spend all your time with has this dark dark secret. The guy who gave it to him said they had not done it in a year… But everything was going so great ( I thought) Why he would take it, I’ll never know…

  • Anonymous

    i am a 28 y/o heroin addict
    i hav 2 beautiful kids good job and a deep secret that i inject heroin up to 10 times a day. i luv my kids but that is about the only thing i luv. a part of me cant wait to fall outt but i kno thats jus the sick depressed me. i read all of these heartfelt pleas from fam n friends but it just doesnt win ovr the battle in my mind. i hate heroin i feel like a slave. i need help. bc i can t stop it seeems

  • annonymous

    i need help.28 y/o heroin addict two beautiful kids lost soul who is so sad n sick

  • annonymous

    but jus so u understand i do luv my kids n people r prob disgustef 2 kids good job… heroin??? i do luv my kids mayb i dont luv my self sticking a needle in my arm before i cook dinner hug my babies.. do anything. a part of me cantwait to drop dead but i kno thats the sad sick side the othr is afraid to livei am scared my 7 y/o will b tellin the story how se found mommy dead on the floor… but i also cant let go of this drug. my love hate my answer n destruction.. help me im so sick

  • Fabienne

    Hi I have a sister who just recently admitted she was using heroin for 6 months now. I had an idea that she might have been but thought it was just meth use. I am extremely worried about her and shocked by all of the graphic pictures I have seen of heroin overdoses. She’s been clean for almost a month, but I need more advice on how to communicate to her. She’s 20 years old with a 4 year old daughter. Please offer me some advice.

  • Jerri

    All you youngsters that are doing heroin need to get help do it while you can…I just went thru it with my little cousin almost dying on my garage floor and there is nothing you can do on your own to make them snap out of it…its the most scariest ordeal to ever have to deal with..

  • unknown

    @ annonymous

    I too am struggling with this terrible addiction, and have been for years now. It is incredibly difficult to quit this drug, I’ve tried so many times but just cannot seem to let go. At times it seems impossible to ever live a clean and sober life. Just think of your children and all your loved ones, and how devastated they would be if they lost you to this terrible drug. We all have the power to get clean….you just need to find the strength and determination to do so. There are so many options and opportunities for you to get help, you just need to seek it! I have tried detox, inpatient and outpatient rehabs, church and support groups, suboxone treatments, etc…. Unfortunately, like many others, I failed to stay clean despite all the love and support I had. If you feel the same way, maybe an alternative opiate may help you, such as methadone treatments. I’ve started these treatments and so far it has been a huge help for me, although I do admit I am still struggling with the addiction, and often relapse. However, it is slowly decreasing my addiction. Everyday I try and remember all the loved ones I lost to heroin overdoses, and those I almost lost in front of my eyes. Be strong, for yourself and your children, and seek help wherever you feel comfortable, whether it be spiritually, physically such as rehab or sober living, or even medicinally through alternative treatments.

  • james

    hi i,m james used ta drink alot and get in trouble wit d garuds an jail an stuff den tryed heroin it would keep me calm an out off trouble i was hm al d time wit d woman an children ever thing was a ok nw 2 yrs later an its a nightmare need ta have it jus to have a normal shit an get up go do stuff den when ya dont have it ya b stuck in d coner rattlen wit d cold ya wouldnt b albe ta move even if d rats wer eat n ya hw i miss my beer an one day hangover but one day soon i,ll have a hit lol wel my advsie is dont start have a life cause u,ll have notting wit it

  • Jennifer

    I just encountered a woman who nearly died from a heroin overdose, in my grocery store parking lot. She was just 23 years old. She was unconscious, her lips and the skin around her eyes was very blue, and her face was gray. She was barely breathing. Just as we were about to give her CPR, the fire department came to the rescue. She survived, THANK GOD. I just ordered a CPR mask from amazon, too. It makes me sad that so many people are addicted to this stuff, and die from it at such a young age. I tried to tell her brother, who was totally freaked out, about Narcotics Anonymous.

  • anonymous

    im 18 and i overdosed on heroin 2 days ago. i have been using off and on for about a year and had only been back on with it for 2-3 weeks, been clean for 3 months and i hadnt shot up any more than i normally would. i went outside to smoke a cig with my sis and thats the last thing i remember. she said my lips turned purple then my face and body started too and i fell out of the bench i was sitting on. scariest thing ive ever experienced. the hospital is luckily right down the block from my house so the ambulance was there almost immediately and they shot me up with that stuff that makes u come back. just dont ever start doing heroin.. .definitely hard to quit and not go back to it

  • tosha

    My sister is 23 yrs old and we found her unconscious in her apt 2 days she laid there they said a few more hours and she would’ve been dead. Honestly it would’ve been better had we found her dead. Because she has now been in a coma for 25 days and the doctor’s say she has massive brain damage. Kills me to see her like that she was my bestfriend. My parents refuse to end her suffering believing in a miracle. I have read too much and have heard what the doctor’s say. Even if she would come back to us her level of functioning would only be 10%. Sad for someone that was so young & vibrant. Now she lays there and has to be cleaned 5-6 times a day and needs to be turned every 2-3 hours. That is not a life that is just existing. She had overdosed on heroine. She has battled that addiction for the last 2 1/2 years and it all started when she was in a car accident and they put her on pain killers. She had many incidents where she OD in the past. I thought she was doing so good and the thing is that’s baffling is instead of shooting up because she didn’t want an injection site she smoked it from a homemade foil pipe.. Mainly the damage was done from what the doctor’s call “chasing the dragon” the chasing part is chasing that high the dragon part is that when what ever the heroine is cut with interacts with the compounds that foil is made from it creates a dangerous chemical toxicity which can cause slow brain damage, slurred speech, confusion , paralysis and eventually death. There is a criminal investigation at the moment because we have witnesses that saw a friend of hers trying to get her out of their car and it took over 20 min and that my sister did not look good then. So these druggies had no problem getting her high, taking her money, and dumping her in her apt to die while they ran off like cowards. Anyways.. fair warning stay away from this Drug!!

  • John

    Wow, I’m listening to the band Alice in Chains, and it made me upset thinking that the singer died of a heroin overdose. Its so sad.

  • Anna

    My husband’s ex-wife is a heroin addict, and lost custody of their two small daughters back in 2004 (ages 5 and 12) when she left their 5 year old at a soup kitchen in a very dangerous part of town, while she took off and passed out in someone’s yard. She was found to be abusive and neglectful. My husband and I gained custody of his children then. She has used heroin for the past 8 years, and this last week she overdosed again (she had overdosed 3 times this past year), but this time was different than the past times – she went into a coma and is unresponsive to light. The Doctors said there is substantial brain damage; life support is the only thing keeping her here, and today they are taking her off of it, and she will ultimately die. It’s such a waste and such a crying shame to see what this drug does to it’s users and the victims family members. I feel just horrible for the girls. The mother hasn’t had anything to do with them for 8 years, but the girls still love her – she is their mother, no matter what. I really wish people would wake up and see the damage this drug causes before it’s too late!!!!!

  • MOM

    Six days ago my 32 year old son overdosed on heroine, according to his so called girlfriend he turned blue an stopped breathing, just so happens down the street from them a man fell in his drive way and they dispatched two ambulances, she ran for them they gave him mar an and intubated him, at this present moment he is in critical care, he is on a ventilator, they had him on diprovan to keep him down as they weaned him slowly from diprovan he opened his eyes tracked around the room pupils equal and reactant reflexes good, then they change him to versed drip to keep him calm now he is totally unresponsive and they told us his second EEG showed brain activity slowing, his first EEG was good? I am a registered nurse watching this from the other side is horrible! I am so afraid he will never recover! At this point it is looking that way. I cry constantly! I was watching my other son’s sixteen month old baby toddle around and at that moment recalled my son being that age. Look at your children this could be you some day!

  • Ana

    My mom came home in tears today. She witnessed an 18 year old girl overdose on heroin in the parking lot of a mini mall. She told me the girls boyfriend was terrified screaming “Baby, baby wake up!” She said he was in tears and trying to give her cpr. Leaving the laundry matt, my mom went up to the open car door and asked if everything was okay. The boy was also around 18. He responded with a frightened “She’s just really sleepy.” As soon as she saw the girls blue face she knew it was drug related. She told him she was calling an ambulance and he panicked. He insisted on my mom not calling the police. She told him that unless he wanted his girlfriend to die he needed to move over and to get rid of any paraphernalia and drugs in his car bc she was calling the cops. The girl was still lying motionless. My mom said had a very young face. The boy is pounding on his chest, telling my mom her heart isn’t beating. She also sees an older woman in the backseat who seems worry free. The woman never once flinched to help. At this point my mom enters the car and begins praying for the girl. Almost instantly, the girl slightly opens her eyes and begins shaking. She continues to pray “God protect this child as if it was my own daughter!” The girl starts regaining her color and gains consciousness. She embraces my mom for a moment. Her boyfriend screams “Thank you, thank you” but is still in a frant about the police coming. Hysterically, he hugs my mother as well. He ran to a restaurants bathroom and flushed the drugs. As soon as the sirens were heard they speed off. God truly was the only way that girl didn’t die. Im not a religious person but I know my mom wouldn’t exaggerate or fabricate this story, especially the way she described it to me. I just wanted to write this in case the girl comes across this website because she and her boyfriend know the truth. Don’t forget life is too precious. Take care of yourselves. Heroin addiction is a sad and vicious cycle. I hope everyone who is struggling with this battle may someday overcome it.

  • Anonymous

    I’m 24 and I od’d on heroin 2 months ago. I didn’t mean to. I guess I did a lil too much of some pretty potent stuff…anyway it was weird cause all I remember is sitting down on the couch cause I couldn’t walk right…which wasn’t totally abnormal right after takin a shot…but I definitely felt higher than normal. The next thing I knew I was gasping for breath in a cold shower drenched in wet clothes staring at my dealer, and all I said was, “Why the f*** am I in the shower?!” Apparently my dealer had looked up noticed me slumped over on the couch w/blue lips. So a couple tweakers gave me. 2 rounds of CPR, to no avail, then put me in a cold shower an kept me there til I came to….but I had no pulse, I wasn’t breathing, I was dead. Youd think I would stop using like it would be a wake up call or something, but as much as I wanna quit and as much as it was honestly an accident…did anyone stop to ask what the addict wants? Personally, I wish I had stayed dead that day. Maybe it’s different for me bc I don’t have kids that depend on me and haven’t rly gone anywhere in life…but seriously, think about it y do ppl do drugs? Personally I do them to get through the pain and stress of everyday life. I just don’t understand y I go time and time again almost dying, but always surviving when other ppl that actually want to be on earth die. It’s f’d up and stupid and I really need to get a DNR order…not that it would stop the tweekers that r freakin out cause they don’t want cops showing up at their pad. Anyway maybe these folks that od’d r just at peace now. Yeah it sucks and it’s not fair when they leave little ones behind…but ppl move on, life goes on, and at least one person is no longer hurting inside from whatever it is the drugs are being used as a coping mechanism for.

  • anomynous

    My brother is dying right now from a heroin overdose. For all of you that are reading this I advise that you get help, your not only hurting yourself but you are hurting everyone around you.

  • Jenny

    I have been with my boyfriend for 5 years, we started out great and then he began using prescription pills, he got bad and his family told me that he struggled with it all while he was a teenager. When he got into methadone and heroin I decided to leave. At that moment he went to the hospital and got set up with a doc that gave him suboxone and he was clean from drugs for over a year! But all the while, his drinking became more persistant, he was constantly telling me that it wasn’t going to work and I should take the kids and get out, but that he wanted joint custody… One day I decided to really leave, I gave him every opportunity to stob me and he didn’t. I stayed for days to give him a chance and instead of trying to change his drinking he would go to the bar, so I really left. After that I started dating, when he found out he freaked and said he wanted to work on things and wanted me home. That’s when I realized that while I was gone, he had gotten back into the heroin. I didn’t move back in, but I have been there everyday to help. I payed for him to get back on the suboxone and payed for the docs. Just to find out a month later that he didn’t take the medication. I took the medication and he agreed to let me give it to him each day so that I know he is taking it, but that only happened one day. He keeps getting more off the street, and I see it on the counter and he says he took it. I don’t know what to do anymore. 6 months ago we had a house, cars, 2 beautiful boys and I’m pregnant with the 3rd-he hasn’t paid his car payment, the house is 2 weeks behind. It’s so sad that everything we worked so hard for is going to be gone if something doesn’t change. Everyone says that he has to hit bottom, I had friends in high school that died from heroin, I’m affraid rock bottom for him, being a heroin addict is death. I’ve looked into al anon and things and I’ve gone to groups to try and understand where he is coming from and how to help him, I would love to say I don’t know what is going on, but I do! I’m at a loss on how to help him! He is going to lose his car, his house, his friends, his family, and most likely his life at this rate! I’m at a loss!

  • Sharon Russell

    Hello, My name is Sharon. I am in such aweful pain! I lost my husband to a heroin and alcohol overdose thirteen days ago. In fact, it was July 13th 2012 on of all days friday the 13th…We met in a AA meeting on Thanksgiving day 1996. He started drinking again approxamately four years ago. Then he relapsed on crack then this last year we got involved with the wrong people and we started using heroin. What a living hell I’m waking up to everyday now. I don’t want to even go on at this point. I will miss him the rest of my life! I hope someone will learn from us not to take addictions lightly before it’s too late…Godbless you all, Sharon ( Seattle)

  • Sharon

    Hello, Today is four weeks sence my husband died from a heroin and whisky overdose. Today would be his 51st birthday but he had to do that fatal dose of heroin when he was drunk. What a aweful nightmare this is. Darin left me in financial ruin with a condo that will now foreclose sence I am on disability and don’t see how I can pay everything I was left to deal with. I am so darn depressed I don’t know what to do. His brother is bringing his ashes to me tonight to make it even sader. I apologise for not seeing things in a positive manner but I can’t help it tonight. I pray to God this sadness lifts! I will say a prayer for everyone that is in pain along with me tonight! God Bless, Sharon ( from Seattle Wa. ) please feel free to call me if you would like to talk…( 425-361-1054 )

  • nikki

    hang in there. i lost my husband to cancer. the pain does get better. however u always feel like u lost a piece of yourself. god bless.

  • samantha

    My names Samantha and 10 months ago my brother was just getting out of jail at the age of 22. I am15 and looked up to him, the night he got back was great to see him again (: but in the morning he had passed from a heroin overdose. This tore me and my family to pieces. Even today we still miss him more than anything. Even with all the help and rehab he had something made him keep coming back for more. I just want to warn anyone that this drug is addictive and dangerous.

  • Ellen

    My name is Ellen and on Sept 10th of this year my brother passed away of a Heroin overdose. He was only 32 years old and was trying to get his life on a right path. He suffered from addiction and battled this for many years. At the time of his passing my brother was at a facility that was supposed to help people, a place were doctors were at my brother enter the building went right into the bathroom and used , he never made it back out. My brother was dead in the bathroom for 2 days before they found him. We had to have a closed casket at his funeral because he was already decomposing when they found him. I miss him very much and this has been so hard to deal with but this was a choice that he made. I hope that anyone who is also fighting this habit finds help because it only takes one time for it to take your life and everyone is precious even those who have addiction problems.

  • Renee

    So my brother is 35 years old and mixed zanax and heroin. We didn’t know that he was using heroin, but he’s been addicted to zanax for years. Thank God he was arrested the night he was using because that saved his life. Days after being released from jail he went into withdrawals really bad. he had multiple seizures, diarrhea, vomiting, and he was unable to speak. Not because he was too weak, but it seems as though because he couldn’t process words in his brain. He was hopsitalized and last Thursday he became unresponsive. Thank the Lord he came back. He said he left and went to hell. His speech now is very delayed. His thoughts are scrambled and most of the time make no sense. He talks of what he saw in hell; and claims he is a prophet. He appears to have brain damage though all tests results, (CT, MRI) say there is no neurological damage. Every now and then he has a lucid thought, but that only lasts about 2 minutes, then he stops talking altogther. I mean it’s as though he can’t speak. He looks right through us, and he is not the man we used to know. He has been transferred to an inpatient psychiatric program where we pray won’t be his final destination. God is a healer and we know that He can restore him and even make him a new man. As his family we never expected to be seeing this. We are so unprepared with what to do next. We assure him of our love and support, and are calling on God to be his healer. God bless you all as you try to figure out what’s next. We’re braced for a long road ahead.

  • june

    My brother died of a heroin overdose i did not know he was doing it. I am worried m other brother is doing it. I miss my brother soo much.

  • destiny

    heroin has unfortunately become an almost ever-present character in the seemingly perpetual cyclical drama that best defines my life over the past seven to ten years. in the beginning, this decade long era of self-defeatism centered around the love affair my friends and i indulged ourselves with through our undying passion and devotion to our little blue companion. like most of the opiate abusers within my generation of the populous, it was oxycodone, not heroin, that sprung forth and nurtured the seeds of our relentlessly unforgiving relationship with the almighty poppy. so strong and well catered to was this relationship between our every desire and this little blue smurf-like 30mg companion that i genuinely forgot that it was more likely oxy 80mg’s that brought the majority of addicts from my generation towards a preference for opiate abuse over any and all other addictions/hobbies. however, although i cannot deny that i have most certainly had my fair share of heartfelt flings with oc 80s, the love put forth for those big grey eyed bastards had nothing on the hold of the lil blue beauties through the eyes of a trophy hunter from jersey. i may be jumping into quite the generalization and assumption by saying so, but for some reason it always seemed to be a preference only held and fully understood by the jersey family tree of pill connoisseurs. though it seemed like a lifetime of chasing these little guys around from pharmacy to pharmacy, it really was not very long before all of us had made the transition from pain killers to heroin, though some chose not to admit it or even accept it in their own minds for quite some time after the majority of us got tired of pretending that we really held the same moral and ethical rules of engagment we all at one time or another pretended to hold so strongly in our own personal codes of conduct. so strongly held in fact were these values that it took being in almost any range of earshot of any friend, stranger, kangaroo, or termite mentioning the beautiful combination of the phrases, “not sick anymore” and “a lot fn cheaper” to finally find ourselves falling under the the taboo label of being a …..dun… dun… dun…… heroin user. and man let me tell you, we really could not have given less of two shits about holding up any of the guises we used to put effort towards deflecting the prying eyes of others with. those inexperienced a$$holes were just too afraid to exist on the cutting edge of experimental science… the eternally age-old burning question of where heroin use will lead you during a lifetime. because, obviously we were not going to be like those other idiots that couldn’t manage to fake an entire life and existence to fool others from finding out what we were really doing. i mean, how hard is it to fake going on vacation during the annual stint in rehab or county jail, right?
    sometimes there are those moments in an individuals life where one feels a strong desire to sit and reflect on the past and all its glory. the trials and tribulations of youth. the perfectly misspent time with friends, wasting away days on end basking in the sunshine of optimism surrounding what amazement and adventure may come beckoning later in life. sometimes those moments of reflection are so powerful that they can literally pluck you right out of your current condition and plop you down right there in the heart of a memory, the smell of the air, the taste of a sincere yearning for life and all it has to offer. sometimes those moments are so seemingly real that you are forced to shut the stupid fn magazine or book, curse the author for being an unrealistic idealistic p.o.s. and focus your attention elsewhere before the dreaded appetizer of regret pertaining to life and love wasted gets a strong enough hold on your thoughts that you need to resort to pulling out the trusty old tried and true defense mechanism you justified thinking up years and years ago in the distant past when you first realized your psyche could not survive a genuine moment of contemplation about the regret and missed opportunities you so eagerly cast aside to “get right” while all your “fake-ass” former friends wasted their youth working towards some unrealistic goal like stability or self-worth. sometimes you even get close enough to letting yourself think about the fact that you are only 30 fn years old and life has become so unbearably boring that you dont get the big deal about giving a crap to start trying now with everyone else having such a head start, because what could be worst than having everyone see you actually try to make something of yourself and deal with the humility that comes along with being a sincere and caring person, vulnerable to the world as if you were some kind of physical entity that was born with an actual reason for existing?

    my best friend died of an overdose last week, and two nights ago i woke up from nodding out because i had fallen out in a position that gave me a horrible dead leg. as i tried to stand up and walk it out i found my wife unconcious, in a fetal position, not breathing, with her beautiful eyes rolled up in the back of her eyelids desolate of any sign of life. although i never really learned how to perform cpr, and truly had no idea what the f i was doing, i breathed life back into her beautiful face as a death black/brown mucus came out of her nose and released her from never seeing our baby celebrate even a single birthday. i dont know what woke me from that sleep, part of me likes to believe it was you my dear old friend. i miss you so much, buddy, and whether or not it was you, either way i sincerely thank you from the bottom of my heart and soul for finally opening my eyes for the first time and being able to see that beautifully disgusting mucus play out the delicate dance of life and death that we are all too blind to see when it matters most. i love you all and i hope it doesnt take you the pain and heartache i have endured to finally remember the beautiful world we saw when we were born into this amazing world and the beautiful gift we have all chosen to keep in the dark for far too long.

  • Cc

    I know someone who takes really strong pain medicine it is obviously from a Dr, however that person has a family member who is a drug addict and steals their medicine. I am worried that if this person continues to steal the medicine and od’s on it the person whom the medication is prescribed to will be in some sort of legal trouble? That is one of the arguments I have been using to try and convince them to get this person some help. Does anyone know if there really would be legal ramifications for this person?

  • A FREIND TO THOSE WHO HAVE GONE

    It was thanksgiving morning at 8:20am and i got a phone call from a friend saying that another from had possibly od’d. He was rushed to the hospital from my friends house. My husband and sister -in-law tracked down family by going to doors at 9:00am, while i pursued hospitals trying to find out if they could get a hold of his parents to let them know. After 30 more minutes on phone talking to nurse after nurse i had found him, at that same time my family had found his brother. The nurse got on phone with me and asked me few questions then told me my best friend was dead…He was 32 years old with a 10 year little girl. My family had to tell his brother what news i had found out. This happened once before to him but he made it, promised it was a one time thing and he was ok and would never do it again. We didnt know the last time and we didnt know this time. How could someone be around you everyday for 2 1/2 years and you not know they had a problem???? No one did and if they did they sure are not talking right now. Why does heroin cause such a sickness in people, why can’t they reach out for help, why do they not care about what could ultimately happen, i guess more importantly why aren’t we doing more to stop this epidemic????? It has been so long since anyone has died close to me, especially someone who was my bestfriend and like a brother to myhusband and an uncle to my kids. The biggest part of all this is i am angry, i am hurt, i am sad, and never ever do i remember pain like this in my heart tearing me down and everyone else around me too..We miss him so much and just keep waiting for him to walk through our doors, but he never will again. People want to point blame right now and be mad at everyone else, but to me it is no one elses fault but his because he did not ask for help nor did he want it, he hid his drug use. We need to take this as a wake up call his hidden drug use could be your friend, your child, your parent you dont know. So hug who ever and tell them you care and you are here for them no matter what they tell you, because that is what we all should of did and now we cant, dont miss your chance

  • Terry

    Hi,
    I lost my husband on the 10th of december 2011… I still cant believe that i lost my husband due to a heroin overdose. He was only 26yrs.
    I’m still trying my best to overcome this situation.. But its so hard.. My little son who will be 3yrs in january 2013 doesn’t understand where his dad is… We were married only for 2 and a half years and he spent half of that time away from me and in rehab:-(.. He was a good man.. A loving husband and a wonderful father but he was weakened by his addiction.. I miss him so much.. Not only did i lose the love of my life, i lost my best friend and my soulmate that night… I was at my mums that night.. He said he was at a office meeting… Came home at 1am.. Had a shower and went to sleep and he never woke up again.. We found he’s body in the morning.. It was too late.. He’s body was stiff and cold.. He had froth coming out of his nostrils and mouth.. Still in his sleeping position.. I dont think that he even knew that he was dying..
    Our lives will never be the same without him.. My son will never know his father… And thats something that i have to live with for the rest of my life.. RIP My love….

  • Shanon

    My friend over dosed on Aug 5th now he is in a home with some kind of memory loss nerve damage and only god knows what else i just recently found out that he was still alive

  • Ashley

    Please if anyone needs an ear to listen or someone to tell them its going to be okay call me..I will answer anytime day or night 509 460 9542. I won’t preach to you or pass judgement on you.
    Sincerly
    Wish I could have done more!

  • sumer

    attn: DESTINY……. wanted to address you directly but couldn’t find a link! I found my beautiful sister unconcious from a heroin overdse two njghts ago and as of this morning she’s still fighting for her life! She ad been sober for three nd a half years and was trying to get her three children back! Well on her way..she started dating again and turns out he was an addict and introduced her to smoking oxy. I’m a RN and didn’t even know you could do that!!!! Up til than all she had done was swallow pills! Six months ago she turned to meth when oxy got too expensive. She tried to fight the system THEIR way…clean and sober for three yrs and still didn’t have her kids. This devastted her….she was a great mom and no one can say different in my eyes. Her ex remarried and moved her kids out of state. She was beaten down and broken by our judicial system which I have lost all faith in. Needless to say Heroin won thisround too….I feel for your loss and I hope you havegotten help for yourselfas well! May God bless you and I must say as a fan of all thngs literary I believe you have a gift with words and I think you should consider a career in writing!!!! Keep it in mind and keep using your beautiful gift of expressing your painin such a healthy way. Good luck!

  • Brook

    Hi my name is Brook.
    I am struggling with this disease. I want to stop so bad. I go to meetings and I try so hard. I have overdosed 3 times before. I am not a daily user which makes it worse. I don’t know what I am going to do.
    Help

  • Nina 27

    I too have been struggling for this is easy and I have tried everything and it seems like when I’m about to get through it the crazy just get worse and I end up doing more and more as lost 3 people around me in the past few weeks and I know I need to stop or I’m going to be just like them to anybody have any wise words tell me right now.. very depressed and lonely

  • Chris

    My beautiful brother died of a massive heroin overdose on 9/16/2012 (early morning hours). He had just turned 33 the previous month in August. He leaves behind two children, two siblings, a mother, friends and others. I can’t believe he’s gone.
    He started with weed around the age of 14 I believe. It then progressed to Meth and then pretty much everything. He liked getting high and never was able to hold a job or keep his family. He stole from his own children, grandmother, mother – a very nasty habit.
    I lost contact with him over the years because of his drug use but he was ‘special’ in my heart and I always held out hope he’d overcome his addiction. He actually got a good paying job in Alaska at the time of his overdose (or what I call suicide). He actually talked to his boss the day of his death and was to be on the fish boat on 9/26 but died later evening/ early morning hours of 9/16 the coroner states.
    He was with others when he took the drugs. They left him there to die as he overdosed. They left him there because they were all drug addicts and paranoid of police. Our brother phoned him and these cowards picked up his cell phone acting really weird because they had just left my brother to fucking die – He might still be here today if they had balls to call.

  • cathy

    On June 26 ,2012 I put my only child on the bus bond for Ohio. Her first trip out of Louisiana. She went to visit a friend.who was there working at a shut down.she was my daughter Randi 24 and so full of live. We spoke every day. I missed her so much. She was also my best friend. She told me she was happier than she had ever been. In 2005 she had a baby boy and he died from sids. At less than 3 months. And she started doing Meth. And got into trouble and as on probation 2 years. Done what she had to do and got off that Meth. Was doing do well. And on July 18,3012 I was called and told she had died. The boy told me so many different stories as to what happened. I believe he gave her the deadly shot. Twice the normal dose an heroin user would do. And she died right away. 7 haggises of weed and a clean needle. Was all that was found with her body. She had been dead. Atleast 3 to 4 hours before the boy called for help. And he put candy in her mouth thinking he would make it look like she choked. Said he done CPR but he never did. I believe he. Waisted time cleaning up and he even told the law she was depressed and that was a lie. He got by with murdewr is how I felt. And because we were from Louisiana and she had a drug charge from 2006. She was over looked and just written off as a druggy. The law did not do their job and they even are on tape saying things was fishy and that they felt there was more than what they had been told but yet they didn’t even get a statement from the boy. She had no money when she left here and no transpiration but him. He said she. Would have this and that. But none of it was. It was real heroin. I miss her so much. And I am hoping that in her memory atleast one live will be saved. I am telling her story as much as I can. To all that I can. She was my rock and the pain is like no other pain I ever felt. My heart goes out to all that have lost loved ones in any and all matters. A loss is so hurtful and I don’t believe I will ever get past this. Every day I cry and every day I miss her. My whole life has been turned up side down. I have her two puppies and we the three of us miss her and if we could have one wish it would be for her to come back to us. I never ever could of known this pain of missing my child. And its nearly more than I can bare at times. I called her sissy and a good friend sang the song. Sissy by Allen Jackson. If you hear it please remember this story and tell it to someone else. Thanks for your time. My email is babekat66@gmail.com

  • Linda

    MY HUSBAND STEP MUM HATE HIM SO MUCH
    My man died 6 weeks ago after 12 month illness where he required increasing amounts of oxygen. I was told 6 months previously that he was about to die and we moved heaven and earth to get him home from hospital. My wonderful strong man carried on for 6 months despite what everyone said. I stopped work and we spent nights and days together mostly with me watching him almost suffocate to death every day. one day in September when there was no one else around I lay down beside him and fell asleep, when I woke up he had gone. I never believe that my husband death was natural..cos i know those that did not want his progress, every night and day i always cry i fill like killing my self because things where hard on my side, my husband family throw us out of the house me and my children where on the street begging for food and water..cos no money any more. one of my friend that i have not see for a very long time saw my on a street and she called my name, when i turn i was an old friend of mine, i explain every thing that happen she gave us accommodation and told me my husband death was not natural she told me i should not worry she is going to help me, will contact Dr Opingo who salve family problems i explain every thing about my husband to him and he said he will help me know about the death of my husband i was very happy that very day…cos i no something was behind my husband death and i see who is going to help me out, Dr ask me to send my husband picture, surname, and his name i did every thing immediately. After Dr Opingo have use the information i send him, two weeks later my husband step mum confess that she was the one that kill my husband through sickness…i am so happy i am free because the family believe that i kill my husband to take over the properties. thank you once again HELEN my best friend for introducing me to Dr Opingo you can contact his email if you still need his help alterofcandletemple@gmail.com

  • Jamie

    Brook…or anyone else wanting help go to the StL Heroin Help website. stlheroinhelp.org Click on Help&Resources. The first red link is the Substance Abuse Treatment Facility Locator. From there you can find treatments centers in ANY state by just typing in your city and state. This site has many other resources and numbers as well. It’s a non profit organization (that I’m not affiliated with) that might help anyone that reads this.

  • Randy Long

    Hello, my name is Randy Long. I just found out today that my little sister had a heroin overdose 11 days ago. She has been in the hospital, in intensive care, the whole time and is showing no signs of recovery. I am without words to describe the pain I am in right now. I desperately need someone to tell me there is still a chance she will come out of this okay. Please.

  • cece

    Please i lost the loveof my live january 31 2013 to a herion overdose. I feel like i am going to lose my mind.i want to go with him i feel so empty and alone i wish i had someway to take away thr pain i dont have anyone totalk to

  • eelee

    CeCe…..I lost my dear Dad on Oct. 21st 2012 from a massive overdose from sooo many different drugs–mainly being heroin and Xanax. IF you are NOT at ALL taking anything addicting (yes, Xanax is a hell of an addiction and prescribed virtually to ALL who are in emotional turmoil) STAY THAT WAY!!!!!! IT WILL NOT HELP YOU IN THE LONG RUN!! I know because I first handed experienced it—I was my fathers’ parent!!! I parented my father my whole life and still do with my mother whom is mentally ill BUT, managed to set herself free ON HER OWN WILL and with nobody urging or talking to her by going to rehab for almost an entire year! She is still sober after losing her husband and she and all of us are reeeealllllly bad addicts. My world as well is torn and ripped to hell. I am having flashbacks and fits of rage and anxiety ECT. I can not describe how much I miss my Dad even though my whole life minus 2 past years he was NEVER there for me. We bonded through drug addictions and I became extremely close to my father but, at the last couple of months before his overdose I was angry with him for hurting himself ie: he just got into a bicycle accident and lost his spleen and had a drain in but, days after the incident he was back to selling Xanax in a town where there is a methadone clinic and he was a patient there before he went to jail. I went to that clinic every, every day with eager eyes and like a little girl waiting to see my dad pull in so I could cater to him. I washed his rear while he was on ventilator and would not let anyone at hospital care for him, stayed up for almost 4 days straight just looking at him and crying and sobbing and caring. But, when he was out of hospital and days later sitting and chatting with other methadone people I had a huge fight with him and I just wanted him to get in the damn car to go home–he ended up hitting on me and I stopped speaking to him AND he died 1.5 months later. The pain that I feel is overwhelming. Most days I can not function AT ALL. I have relapsed myself just because I knew it was a destructive thing to do and I did not care. I really don’t know what to say to help you but, it is almost March and I am still in a state of shock even though I knew he would not live past the year. I really tried my best. But, my best was not good enough. He committed suicide virtually. I know he was an addict and I know addiction is classified as a mental illness but, my dad didn’t die naturally at 57 years old. I don’t know how to go on myself since I feel a loss of parent and “a child.” No more running around for Dad. No more relapsing with Dad. No more telephoning every night to make sure he is ok, NO more running. IF you have anything at all to cling to in life cling to it. Mine is my children and my husband and my mom. IF I didn’t have children I would NOT be here. I don’t know what else to say. We all need to mourn in our own ways and mourning does not have a time line. I wonder if he is ok? I wonder where he is? That is about it. I understand your pain and your situation.

  • Rose

    I am a herion addict along with my fiancé, it started out with taking percocets orally then snorting them, when that wasn’t enough anymore we started snorting oxy’s and opana’s, when they made the pills into the sorta plastic crap we turned to the infamous Herion, of course I swore I would never put a neddle in my body so for the longest time I just sniffed it, low and behold my fiancé, behind my back, was shooting it before I knew any of this I decided I wanted to quit so I enrolled in a Metadone Maintenance Program-i was clean for a year-So one day I noticed my fiancé was extremly high, higher then I have ever been or ever seen him So he admitted to me that he’s been shooting herion, I was very upset, Not only was I trying to stay clean but I was also upset he was hiding this from me, Mind you we have been together for 10yrs, And not to mention the addict inside me was jealous because I wanted to feel that high with him (as silly and stupid as it sounds) but thats an addict for you, It’s like he was teasing me and I’ve been strong for so long that I was getting weaker at the same time SO I finally gave in-I wasnt Craving it I was just very curious as to what this felt like, The Metadone really curbs any cravings or thoughts but My fiancé was my trigger and I went against all my promises and stuck that needle in my arm, Now I feel I’m going backward, I was doing fine but now I’ve got the taste of what that rush feels like, No wonder there are so many addicts, Now I understand, it’s a completely different feeling then snorting it, It’s a Devil Drug, It’s a dead end road literally, I pray all of us looking for help, find it before it’s to Late, I’m currently getting rid of my fiancé (the root of this problem) he’s the one that introduced this crap to me, I know no one put a gun to my head and made me do it but love makes you do stupid things, you’ll do anything to bond but it’s not worth my life-THIS IS MY STORY, I’M STILL TRYING TO FIND MY WAY AND I HOPE AND PRAY Y’ALL THAT NEED HELP, FIND IT AND GET AND STAY SOBER

  • Randy Long

    I posted on here on the 8th in regards to my little sisters heroin overdose. She has recovered quite a bit since then. She was completely unresponsive to visual and auditory stimulant but still reacted to pain. She was like that for eleven days before I even found out she was in the hospital because my mother decided to wait to see if she died first before she told me and our father. Since last Monday she has woken up, started talking, is feeding herself, going to the bathroom by herself and, apparently, annoying the crap out of everyone she can come in contact with. She is still a bit groggy and distant at times but everyday she gets better. You can hear the confidence come back and even the tone of her voice change as she is no longer unaware of her surroundings and scared. I am not a religious man. I believe in God. I have had my reservations and questions about his “love” and choices in my life but I cannot honestly sit here and say this was not a miracle presented to me and my family by God. She was gone with a better chance of dying then living without some form of disability due to her overdose for 11 days with NO signs of improvement. When I was told about it I lost my mind and tried to run away from the facts. I would scream no and run outside and when the pain found me I would scream and run again. When I finally stopped running and let the pain crush me again, I cried. And through the sobs and tears and pain, I asked God to please spare her life. If not for me then for our Father who has been the backbone of our family for our whole lives. Or for her daughter, Lillian, who is 4 years old. She was a twin but complications during the pregnancy took the other baby along with my sisters ability to ever have kids again. So Lillian was a blessing from even before she was born. Then when she was 2 she was diagnosed with cancer and fought for life for over 2 years and is now in remission. If not for Lillian than for you! The person reading this that may need inspiration or hope for their struggles in life. I prayed and cried and was never ashamed of it. I did it freely and proudly and invited, no not invited, pleaded with anyone who would listen me to pray for her and Lillian. With me or on their own. That same night she started responding to her name. Next day woke up and started asking questions about her daughter and her job. The next day I got to talk on the phone with her. The next day she was feeding herself. The next day walking on her own. (according to the nurses she was also annoying them and being very rude to them this whole time as well) She had shown enough recovery for the doctors to move her to a less restrictive floor and she has been there for 3 days now. She still has an infection and air in her abdomen I believe is what her doctor said. I talked to her everyday now twice a day and you can tell she is aware of her surroundings and very upset that she is still there. Everyday her voice sounds stronger and her reactions and ability to normal conversation get better and better. She is going to be in the hospital for another week for observation and antibiotics or something. I was hoping to be able to fly to Ohio to support her and comfort her but it does not look like that will be financially possible so I will continue to pray and trust in God and his plan. He gave her back to us after only asking. I will continue to ask God for help in my life every time I need it. I trust and believe he will answer my prayers and keep those around me safe and will allow my sister a full recovery and a long happy life with her family and friends. Thank you for listening.
    Randy Long

  • cece

    Eelee ive been so messed up that i couldnt find this site again.I had been getting messed up everyday so i couldnt feel th pain then i realized that it wasnt going anywhere.I WAS FIXING UP and i would ask god to forgive me for my sins but to let me go with my babe you ser other than resding different sites i have no one to talk to i stay in my room and i have crazy thoughts. This ismt thr first person in my life to od i had a son that i gave up for adoption when i was young when i fimally found hm he had ee dead a month he died wanting to know me and i wanted him back in my life. Thank you for your words im very sorry for thr way things were with you and your dad. You know when we are addicted we do some stupid things th our loved ones our minds are sick and im sure he didnt mean to hurt you and was proud of you because you were a good daughter to him. You sound wise for your age l pray to get of this poision im so miserable and lonley once again thank you for taking thr time to letme know that some cares about other people i feel like god send an ange my way.

  • cece

    Forgive my grammer but i couldnt see good with all the tears i had i hope i made some sense RAndy im happy for you that your sister recovered i wish i had the same story to share.

  • Sid Vicious

    I did it my waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

  • treena

    this is to cece hello my friend i just wanted 2 tell u I LOVE U AND I KNOW BELEAVE ME I KNOW HOW IT FEELS 2 GIVE UP YOUR CHILDREN AND WANT THEM SOOOOOOOOO BADLY IN YOUR LIFE ,IM JUST LUCKY THAT ALL MINE ARE STILL ALIVE ,I WOULDENT KNOW WHAT 2 DO IF IN A SITUATION LIKE YOURS ……I SURE AM IN A BADDLE WITH HEROIN MYSELF I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING 2 BE CURED OF THIS AWFUL UGLY BADDLE JUST KNOW U ARE LOVED IF U NEED ME EVER 801-688-0964 OR 801-577-6427 PLEASE CECE CALL ME IM ALWAYS AWAKE,, SAD,, AND VERY DEPRESSED MAYBE WE CAN HELP ONE ANOTHER ……..TREENA VIGIL

  • Katie Scola

    Are u ready to give up this f’n shit yet??? Think about your baby…what will he/she do without either of you? My 27 yr. old daughter has overdosed 3 times in the past 3 months and I am mentally preparing to bury her. I have had her two beautiful kid…boy 8 yrs. old and a girl, 5 yrs. old. Since they were both born. They wonder why Mummy isn’t with us MOST of the time and she will tell them that she’s in school to learn how to be a better Mother. It will devastate them I’d they loose her and me? Well, just check me in! She’s been in so many programs that I have lost count and home here long enough to recuperate and the the itch starts, as well as her filthy mouth and the blame game, because, of course I am to blame for everything! I will do anything and everything for here…dealt with her lies, thieving physical and verbal abuse, but still…nothing helps. I don’t know what else to do except get a life insurance policy for her…for her children. It’s a f’ed up situation!

    I pray you and your family are healthy and happy and thanks for listening. Love, katie

  • Katie

    I am sorry for your loss! Talk to him…your instincts are probably right and the sooner you step in the faster he may get help that he badly needs. He is hurting too…
    Good luck sweetheart!

  • Katie

    YOU NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS PIECE OF SHIT…HE SHOULD HAVE CALLED THE AMBULANCE! CALL THE COPS IN THAT AREA AND EXPLAIN EVERYTHING YOU KNOW, COZ HE WILL DO IT AGAIN! CHICKEN SHIT….NO MORALS…NO HUMAN COMPASSION…HE COULD HAVE SAVED HER WITH ONE F’G PHONE CALL, BUT THEN TRIED TO COVER IT UP? I WOULD HAVE THAT PRICK PAY…ONE WAY OR ANOTHER!

  • Lizzie

    People do not move on. I just lost my twin brother to heroin when he od’Ed by accident. He was 20 years old. I would give anything in the world to have him back. No one has moved on. Get help, your hurting those who love you. You don’t know the pain caused when someone dies from a senseless act of using drugs.

  • Mags

    I just lost my best friend from a heroin overdose. She was clean for about 4 months and used once again after struggling with heroin addiction for quite some time. It only took that one fuck up and now she’s dead. I’m still in shock I think I just found out about it last week. Her roommate found her in the bathtub. If someone would have been there to help her she’d probably be alive still. But she was alone. The same way she’s left us now.

  • franko

    how much did u have ?

  • REDI

    Cathy, your story really hit home with me, and my heart goes out to you
    for the loss of your daughter. My 26 year old son overdosed on heroin
    two months ago. He was with two so called “friends” that waited until he had stopped breathing before they called EMS. Luckily a policeman was just around the corner when the call came in, and he was able to get there in one minute. He found an empty bottle of prescription sleeping pills that belonged to a family member of the girl that was there in my son’s pocket. The officer said that was placed there to make it look like a suicide by the people there. The ambulance took ten minutes to arrive and it would have been too late to do anything. The officer told me that when he walked into the room, my son was lying on the floor in dried vomit, not breathing, no pulse or heartbeat, and was already cold and purple. He thought he was probably too late to do anything, but he started CPR compressions and made another person there breath into my son’s mouth until the ambulance arrived. They got his heart started again, but lost it and got it started again and got him to the local emergency room. I was called and got there in about 4 minutes. The ER was put on “lock-down” which I found out means that no one is allowed in there for the protection of my son and also so no one involved could find out any information as to his condition. I waited over three hours in the waiting room before anyone could tell me his condition. I found out later that was because the did not know if he would survive and they were trying to get him stable. One lung was completely full of pneumonia and the other was half full. He was on a respirator for three days in critical care. I was told he was in extremely critical condition and it was not known if he would survive and if he did survive, he would probably have brain damage from lack of oxygen. He was so bad off, he had to be moved to another local hospital, and I was told he could die just from the move. I prayed and prayed, and he did survive and with no brain damage. It was truly a miracle from God. The officer had the house where he was found roped off as a crime scene. He told me if my son had died, the two people there would be charged with murder. As it was though, he wanted my son to sign an affidavit so he could at least charge them with criminal negligence. My son refused to do that, so they got off scot-free. I got a small taste of what it feels like to lose a child, and I was hysterical and could not stop crying for 6 weeks after the event happened. My heart breaks for you and others that have lost a child this way. We too live in Louisiana. Because of so many heroin deaths here, the penalty for heroin has been made more strict. The people in the house where my son overdosed did not want to go to jail because they were high also, so they let my son die – he was clinically dead – to save their own skin. I have since met another woman here that lost her son last year to the exact same circumstances and her son’s friends let him die because they did not want to be in trouble with the drugs. I have been told this is a common occurrence here. I am saying a prayer for you for God to comfort you and help you cope with the loss of your child, and may God bless and keep you!

  • REDI

    I feel your pain. There is so much good and happiness to be had if you could break free from your addiction and turn to God. I am praying for you.

  • Barbara

    I just lost my Son on June 20/2014 and didn’t even know that my Son was gone until the police showed up at my daughter door on June 25/2014 then my Daughter then called me on June26 to say that my Son passed away of a drug of dose they found two needed marks in his arm and still have not got all the test back I believe my son used Heroin for the first time because He showed up at the dealer sister place at 3:00 am and just before she gave my son the pillow he got sick in the bathroom then the drugs dealer sister said my Son got sick she gave my Son a pillow and a blanket then she went to work and the dealer sister came back from work and found my Son passed away that was around 3:00 pm and I believe in my heart that was my Son first time using Heroin and he was left all along Know he is with the lord and my Son is not hurting any more. Please who ever user this drug for the first time,Heroin you got to others they can’t be left along this way there is some one over them if anything happen to them like my Son they could 911 for help Please tell others to call 911 for help and my Son needed help and there was no one for him had and he died at the age of 40 years old and know the family are left behind grieving and as a Mom that loved her Son with all of my Heart know he is not here on this earth any more he 6 feet under that’s what Heroin going get you in the end and then it’s 6 feet under hurting Mom from Canada.

  • Karen

    I received a phone call the other day from the father of one of my son’s friends stating that he found a ER bracelet in his car with my sons name on it. He asked his son about it and was told that my son had overdosed. After speaking with the Father, I talked to my son very calmly and caring regarding what i was told, He stated that he did not and feels that the friend was lying. Is there a way i can find out any info from the Hospital that he was supposedly admitted to.? any info would help. Thanks.

  • Deadoffdope

    I overdosed on heroin. Woke up in an ambulance. Hospitalized. Went through detox. Went through rehab. 6 months in a halfway house.
    I would tell myself everyday “this is it, this is the last time”. By evening I would be back in the bathroom with a needle in my arm. It was like being held hostage. In a week I will have been drug and alcohol free for one year. I was a hopeless addict yet I am somehow here, alive, sober. If I can do it then anyone has a chance.

  • April

    My son father died last week from overdose my son 18th month old baby I don’t know what to do with out him

  • annette

    I just lost my son on the 1st of Sept. so it’s been 2 weeks. The toxicollgy report hasn’t came back yet but they are sure its an heroin overdose along with exposure being left in a van to die because two low life people were more scared for their pathetic lives then my sons. let me tell the ones that say oh they were users too…that doesn’t give them a pass to leave a human being in a van at temps over 110 or higher! My son witnessed a friend overdose and rushed him to ER with no fear of what they would do to him! So don’t dare start with users don’t know what they are doing that’s not true there has to be responsibility DEAR GOD I’m so scared they will get away with not even a slap on the wrist. They deserve at minimum man slaugter. God this can’t be real God please tell me this isn’t real!!!! God bless all you addicts out there get help now work your program do everything you can to stop relapse!!!!!

  • http://heroin michelle

    my 26 year old son just told me that he just tried herion! So Scared

  • jessejamesmazo@gmail.com

    I have found out that my friend just od’d, , and I have been worried he needs help but swears he’s got it undser his thumb..ya right .. heroin is not a ciggarette, yu can’t just stub out a needle halfway when ur want to quit, please peeple help the needed they’re aren’t gunna ask for it, , so imagine yur Inna alley and a nigger. Ask u if u need sum gear,just , pull out a colt 45 and put him in the bag,, that’s the real dope ,

  • james

    I just od’ed last night. We got it went to a cemetary to use. I banged about .3-.4 gram it was from someone I never bought from before then remember trying to drive out of the cementary and my friend yelling and grabbing the wheel, next thing I know I’m in the er and they are telling me if they had not found me when they did I would not have made it. Apparently my friend us to the hospital parked my truck in the lot then walked away and called the hospital. Thank god he did not just leave me in the grave yard or in the hospital parking lot. I would not be here. I have only been using a month and right now feel this is a blessing in disguise. Nobody had any idea I was using until last night now if I want to keep my loved ones I have to keep clean and I want to keep clean. I do not want to die and am so scared I was that close to death.

  • Anonymous

    my ex-husband father of 2 of my grown children just died from an over dose on oct 21 he was a great person my friend i will miss him dearly

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    My Name is Stacey Bruno , From UNITED KINGDOM. I wish to share my testimonies with the general public about what this man called DR. ogala, He has just done for me , this man has just brought back my lost Ex WIFE to me with his great spell, I was married to this woman called KATE we were together for a long time and we loved our self’s but when I was unable to make her pregnant,she left me for 1 year and told me she can’t continue anymore then I was now looking for ways to get her back until a friend of mine told me about this man and gave me his contact email(Holyspellcast@gmail.com) then you won’t believe this when I contacted this man on my problems he prepared this spell cast and bring my lost wife back, and after a month I slept with her ans she went for a test and the result stated she is pregnant am happy today am a father of a baby girl, thank you once again the great DR. ogala for what you have done for me, if you are out there passing through any of this problems listed below: 1) If you want your ex back. (2) if you always have bad dreams. (3) You want to be promoted in your office. (4) You want women/men to run after you. (5) If you want a child. (6) You want to be rich. (7) You want to tie your husband/wife to be yours forever. (8) If you need financial assistance. (9) Herbal care Email…Holyspellcast@gmail.com Or Holyspellcast@yahoo.com his web site http://holyspellcast.webs.com Or YOU CAN CONTACT HIM THROUGH HIS MOBILE: +2348039456308

  • Stacey Bruno

    My Name is Stacey Bruno , From UNITED KINGDOM. I wish to share my testimonies with the general public about what this man called DR. ogala, He has just done for me , this man has just brought back my lost Ex WIFE to me with his great spell, I was married to this woman called KATE we were together for a long time and we loved our self’s but when I was unable to make her pregnant,she left me for 1 year and told me she can’t continue anymore then I was now looking for ways to get her back until a friend of mine told me about this man and gave me his contact email(Holyspellcast@gmail.com) then you won’t believe this when I contacted this man on my problems he prepared this spell cast and bring my lost wife back, and after a month I slept with her ans she went for a test and the result stated she is pregnant am happy today am a father of a baby girl, thank you once again the great DR. ogala for what you have done for me, if you are out there passing through any of this problems listed below: 1) If you want your ex back. (2) if you always have bad dreams. (3) You want to be promoted in your office. (4) You want women/men to run after you. (5) If you want a child. (6) You want to be rich. (7) You want to tie your husband/wife to be yours forever. (8) If you need financial assistance. (9) Herbal care Email…Holyspellcast@gmail.com Or Holyspellcast@yahoo.com his web site http://holyspellcast.webs.com Or YOU CAN CONTACT HIM THROUGH HIS MOBILE: +2348039456308…

  • Stacey Bruno

    My Name is Stacey Bruno , From UNITED KINGDOM. I wish to share my testimonies with the general public about what this man called DR. ogala, He has just done for me , this man has just brought back my lost Ex WIFE to me with his great spell, I was married to this woman called KATE we were together for a long time and we loved our self’s but when I was unable to make her pregnant,she left me for 1 year and told me she can’t continue anymore then I was now looking for ways to get her back until a friend of mine told me about this man and gave me his contact email(Holyspellcast@gmail.com) then you won’t believe this when I contacted this man on my problems he prepared this spell cast and bring my lost wife back, and after a month I slept with her ans she went for a test and the result stated she is pregnant am happy today am a father of a baby girl, thank you once again the great DR. ogala for what you have done for me, if you are out there passing through any of this problems listed below: 1) If you want your ex back. (2) if you always have bad dreams. (3) You want to be promoted in your office. (4) You want women/men to run after you. (5) If you want a child. (6) You want to be rich. (7) You want to tie your husband/wife to be yours forever. (8) If you need financial assistance. (9) Herbal care Email…Holyspellcast@gmail.com Or Holyspellcast@yahoo.com his web site http://holyspellcast.webs.com Or YOU CAN CONTACT HIM THROUGH HIS MOBILE: +2348039456308……………………

  • Stacey Bruno

    My Name is Stacey Bruno , From UNITED KINGDOM. I wish to share my testimonies with the general public about what this man called DR. ogala, He has just done for me , this man has just brought back my lost Ex WIFE to me with his great spell, I was married to this woman called KATE we were together for a long time and we loved our self’s but when I was unable to make her pregnant,she left me for 1 year and told me she can’t continue anymore then I was now looking for ways to get her back until a friend of mine told me about this man and gave me his contact email(Holyspellcast@gmail.com) then you won’t believe this when I contacted this man on my problems he prepared this spell cast and bring my lost wife back, and after a month I slept with her ans she went for a test and the result stated she is pregnant am happy today am a father of a baby girl, thank you once again the great DR. ogala for what you have done for me, if you are out there passing through any of this problems listed below: 1) If you want your ex back. (2) if you always have bad dreams. (3) You want to be promoted in your office. (4) You want women/men to run after you. (5) If you want a child. (6) You want to be rich. (7) You want to tie your husband/wife to be yours forever. (8) If you need financial assistance. (9) Herbal care Email…Holyspellcast@gmail.com Or Holyspellcast@yahoo.com his web site http://holyspellcast.webs.com Or YOU CAN CONTACT HIM THROUGH HIS MOBILE: +2348039456308………………………

  • Dr Uwa

    Dr Aluda, Here is my testimony from my Heart Warming indebted Client (Miranda Hammond from United states) Sir i had to write back to you though I am at work now to let you know that your spell has successfully worked, and he has returned back to me just as you said it sir. A beautiful bud vase of red roses was just brought to my place of work from the man I contacted you about on Dec 1st. Sir i am so happy to tell it to the whole world now that he returned back to me through your powerful spells yesterday at about 4:00pm. Everything worked out just the way you said it. No more doubt. Because Dr Aluda realizes we were meant to be, and that we were meant to be. This is actually hard for me to believe now. It’s shocking!! Thank you so much Dr Aluda for Casting your magical powers on me, and for reuniting me and my ex together with your utmost powers. You can contact him through his website for help. aludaspelltemple@gmail.com

  • julei lucas

    My name is sarah dixon, am from Dublin. i want to use this opportunity to thank my great
    doctor who really made my life a pleasurable one today. This great man DR.OLUWAKEMI brought
    my husband back to me, i had 2 lovely kids for my husband, about 3 years ago i and my
    husband has been into one quarrel or the other until he finally left me for one lady. i
    felt my life was over and my kids thought they would never see their father again. i tried
    to be strong just for the kids but i could not control the pains that torments my heart, my
    heart was filled with sorrows and pains because i was really in love with my husband. Every
    day and night i think of him and always wish he would come back to me, until one day i met
    a good friend of mine that was also in a situation like me but her problem was her ex-
    boyfriend who she had an unwanted pregnancy for and he refused to take responsibility and
    dumped her. she told me that mine was a small case and that i shouldn’t worry about it at
    all so i asked her what was the solution to my problems and she gave me this great man
    phone number and his email address. i was doubting if this man was the solution, so
    contacted this great man and he told me what to do and i deed them all, he told me to wait
    for just two day and that my husband will come crawling on his kneels just for forgiveness
    so i faithfully deed what this great man asked me to do and for sure after two days i heard
    a knock on the door, in a great surprise i saw him on his kneels and i was speechless, when
    he saw me, all he did was crying and asking me for forgiveness, from that day, all the
    pains and sorrows in my heart flew away,since then i and my husband and our lovely kids are
    happy.that’s why i want to say a big thank you to oluwakemiprosperityspell@live.com This
    great man made me to understand that there no problem on earth that has no solution so
    please if you know that you have this same problem or any problem that is similar, i will
    advise you to come straight to this great man. you can email him
    at:oluwakemiprosperityspell@live.com or call him on +2348103508204

  • julei lucas

    My name is sarah dixon, am from Dublin. i want to use this opportunity to thank my great
    doctor who really made my life a pleasurable one today. This great man DR.OLUWAKEMI brought
    my husband back to me, i had 2 lovely kids for my husband, about 3 years ago i and my
    husband has been into one quarrel or the other until he finally left me for one lady. i
    felt my life was over and my kids thought they would never see their father again. i tried
    to be strong just for the kids but i could not control the pains that torments my heart, my
    heart was filled with sorrows and pains because i was really in love with my husband. Every
    day and night i think of him and always wish he would come back to me, until one day i met
    a good friend of mine that was also in a situation like me but her problem was her ex-
    boyfriend who she had an unwanted pregnancy for and he refused to take responsibility and
    dumped her. she told me that mine was a small case and that i shouldn’t worry about it at
    all so i asked her what was the solution to my problems and she gave me this great man
    phone number and his email address. i was doubting if this man was the solution, so
    contacted this great man and he told me what to do and i deed them all, he told me to wait
    for just two day and that my husband will come crawling on his kneels just for forgiveness
    so i faithfully deed what this great man asked me to do and for sure after two days i heard
    a knock on the door, in a great surprise i saw him on his kneels and i was speechless, when
    he saw me, all he did was crying and asking me for forgiveness, from that day, all the
    pains and sorrows in my heart flew away,since then i and my husband and our lovely kids are
    happy.that’s why i want to say a big thank you to oluwakemiprosperityspell@live.com This
    great man made me to understand that there no problem on earth that has no solution so
    please if you know that you have this same problem or any problem that is similar, i will
    advise you to come straight to this great man. you can email him
    at:oluwakemiprosperityspell@live.com or call him on +2348103508204

    .

  • jessica

    Hello,
    Am Jessica by name My ex-boyfriend dumped me 6 months ago after I
    accused him of seeing someone else and insulting him. I want him back in
    my life but he refuse to have any contact with me.I was so confuse and
    don’t know what to do,
    a friend of mine introduce me to Dr Ayelala by giving me his email, i never believed until
    I contact him and explain my problem to him and he cast a spell for me and assure me after 3days that my ex will return
    to me and to my greatest surprise the third day my ex came knocking on my
    door and beg for forgiveness. I am so happy that my love is back again and not
    only that,we got MARRIED.all thanks to Dr Ayelala. If you have a
    similar problem, please contact him on doctorspellsolution@hotmail.com

  • Lydia Fred

    I am Lydia Fred i lives in united states and i was in a serious relationship with my Ex Guy for 3 good years.. One day we were in a dinner party, we had a little misunderstanding which lead to a Quarrel and he stood up and left me at the dinner party. i try to call him but he was not picking my calls so after than i contacted my brother and told him about it,my brother so much love me that he had to see him on my behalf,he told my brother that it is over between us. I cry all day, Then i contacted a friend of mine that had this similar experience and she directed me to Dr.Azuka, and i contacted him and tell him my problems how i lost my relationship with my lover. at first i thought it was not going to be possible.i was ask to come up with a little requirement information of me and my Ex Guy,so i did what i was ask to do, after 24Hours the spell was cast i was in my office when my Ex Guy called me and was asking me to forgive him and come back to him. i was very surprise it was like a dream to me. my ex is now back and he treat me very good. and our relationship is now stronger ask ever before. if you are act there looking for help is time for you to still put your hope on dr. azuka love spell, i promise you that you will be happy with your ex again email him. Greatazukalovespell@gmail.com or greatazukalovespell@yahoo.com tell +2348071398555…..

  • Lydia Fred

    I am Lydia Fred i lives in united states and i was in a serious relationship with my Ex Guy for 3 good years.. One day we were in a dinner party, we had a little misunderstanding which lead to a Quarrel and he stood up and left me at the dinner party. i try to call him but he was not picking my calls so after than i contacted my brother and told him about it,my brother so much love me that he had to see him on my behalf,he told my brother that it is over between us. I cry all day, Then i contacted a friend of mine that had this similar experience and she directed me to Dr.Azuka, and i contacted him and tell him my problems how i lost my relationship with my lover. at first i thought it was not going to be possible.i was ask to come up with a little requirement information of me and my Ex Guy,so i did what i was ask to do, after 24Hours the spell was cast i was in my office when my Ex Guy called me and was asking me to forgive him and come back to him. i was very surprise it was like a dream to me. my ex is now back and he treat me very good. and our relationship is now stronger ask ever before. if you are act there looking for help is time for you to still put your hope on dr. azuka love spell, i promise you that you will be happy with your ex again email him. Greatazukalovespell@gmail.com or greatazukalovespell@yahoo.com tell +2348071398555.

  • Michael Bobby

    This is a lie and not cool. Also learn to spell and quit putting periods in the middle of every sentence. You wet probably high when you wrote this lie and that’s not cool

  • Michael Bobby

    U make me sick

  • jessylynn harvey

    ..Hello, My name is
    Jessylynn harvey. i want to share to the whole world on how Dr Keke Odin
    the chief Priest of all the spell casters in India Helped me reunite my
    marriage. To cut the long story shot, after 2 years of break up with my
    Husband with no phone calls or email messages. i was so frustrated
    because i have contacted so many other spell casters with no results.
    when i read about Dr Keke Odin (The Chief Priest Of all the spell
    casters in India) on his website at http://greatkekespelltemple01.webs.com
    so i decided to contact him for help. to my greatest surprise, in just
    24 hours later my Husband called me and started begging for forgiveness.
    i am now a happy woman with a beautiful baby girl.all thanks to Dr Keke
    Odin. You can contact Dr keke Odin On contact him directly on his email at greatkekespelltemple@gmail.com or contact him through his website at http://greatkekespelltemple01.webs.com. his help is assured and guaranteed once again email him directly at greatkekespelltemple@gmail.com

  • Bekar Joe

    Hi My name is “BEKAR JOE” I was married for 15years with lilian my wife and 2kids and we lived happily until things started getting ugly and we had fights and arguments almost every time… it got worse at a point that she filed for divorce… I tried my best to make her change her mind & stay with me.she moved out of the house and still went ahead to file for divorce… I pleaded and tried everything but still nothing worked. The breakthrough came when someone introduced me to this wonderful, great spell caster who eventually helped me out… I have never been a fan of things like this but just decided to try reluctantly cause I was desperate and left with no choice… He did special prayers and used roots and herbs… Within 7 days she called me and was sorry for all the emotional trauma she had cost me, she moved back to the house and we continue to live happily. what a worderful miracle dr. trust did for me and my family. I have introduced him to a lot of couples with problems across the world and they have had good news… I strongly believe someone out there need’s his help… via (Ultimatespellcast@yahoo.com or ultimatespellcast@gmail.com) Don’t give up just yet, the different between “Ordinary” & “Extra-Ordinary” is the “Extra” so make extra effort to save your marriage/relationship if it’s truly worth it.call him +2348156885231 his website http://reuniteexback.webs.com ..

  • disqus_z67WP5PLXF

    Im not going to tell you my name
    I came across this site a felt that I owed it to the person who mattered most to me in this world (I’m not going to tell you her name either)
    She was a heroin addict
    She turned her life around, got clean
    Been sober for a year and a half when her dealer sent her an envelope “on the house”
    Came back and she was lying on the floor
    Called 911 but by the time they got there she was dead

  • JOES CANDRA

    I am joes candra, I promise to share this testimony all over the world once my boyfriend return back to me, and today with all due respect i want to thank DR.OSAUYI for bringing joy and happiness to my relationship and my family. I want to inform you all that there is a spell caster that is real and genuine. I never believed in any of these things until i loosed my boyfriend, I required help until i found a grate spell caster, And he cast a love spell for me, and he assured me that I will get my boyfriend back in two days after the spell has been cast. Three days later, my phone rang, and so shockingly, it was my boyfriend who has not called me for past 6 years now, and made an apology for the heart break, and told me that he is ready to be my back bone till the rest of his life with me. DR.OSAUYI released him up to know how much i loved and wanted him. And opened his eyes to picture how much we have share together. As I`m writing this testimony right now I`m the most happiest girl on earth and me and my boyfriend is living a happy life and our love is now stronger than how it were even before our break up. So that`s why I promised to share my testimony all over the universe.All thanks goes to DR.OSAUYI for the excessive work that he has done for me. Below is the email address in any situation you are undergoing a heart break, and I assure you that as he has done mine for me, he will definitely help you too. OSAUYILOVESPELL@YAHOO.COM that is his email address bye or you can call is hot line on +2347064294395…

  • JOES CANDRA

    I am joes candra, I promise to share this testimony all over the world once my boyfriend return back to me, and today with all due respect i want to thank DR.OSAUYI for bringing joy and happiness to my relationship and my family. I want to inform you all that there is a spell caster that is real and genuine. I never believed in any of these things until i loosed my boyfriend, I required help until i found a grate spell caster, And he cast a love spell for me, and he assured me that I will get my boyfriend back in two days after the spell has been cast. Three days later, my phone rang, and so shockingly, it was my boyfriend who has not called me for past 6 years now, and made an apology for the heart break, and told me that he is ready to be my back bone till the rest of his life with me. DR.OSAUYI released him up to know how much i loved and wanted him. And opened his eyes to picture how much we have share together. As I`m writing this testimony right now I`m the most happiest girl on earth and me and my boyfriend is living a happy life and our love is now stronger than how it were even before our break up. So that`s why I promised to share my testimony all over the universe.All thanks goes to DR.OSAUYI for the excessive work that he has done for me. Below is the email address in any situation you are undergoing a heart break, and I assure you that as he has done mine for me, he will definitely help you too. OSAUYILOVESPELL@YAHOO.COM that is his email address bye or you can call is hot line on +2347064294395……

  • JOES CANDRA

    I am joes candra, I promise to share this testimony all over the world once my boyfriend return back to me, and today with all due respect i want to thank DR.OSAUYI for bringing joy and happiness to my relationship and my family. I want to inform you all that there is a spell caster that is real and genuine. I never believed in any of these things until i loosed my boyfriend, I required help until i found a grate spell caster, And he cast a love spell for me, and he assured me that I will get my boyfriend back in two days after the spell has been cast. Three days later, my phone rang, and so shockingly, it was my boyfriend who has not called me for past 6 years now, and made an apology for the heart break, and told me that he is ready to be my back bone till the rest of his life with me. DR.OSAUYI released him up to know how much i loved and wanted him. And opened his eyes to picture how much we have share together. As I`m writing this testimony right now I`m the most happiest girl on earth and me and my boyfriend is living a happy life and our love is now stronger than how it were even before our break up. So that`s why I promised to share my testimony all over the universe.All thanks goes to DR.OSAUYI for the excessive work that he has done for me. Below is the email address in any situation you are undergoing a heart break, and I assure you that as he has done mine for me, he will definitely help you too. OSAUYILOVESPELL@YAHOO.COM that is his email address bye or you can call is hot line on +2347064294395

  • Luis Mary

    After being in relationship with Wilson for seven years,he broke up with
    me, I did everything possible to bring him back but all was in vain, I
    wanted him back so much because of the love I have for him, I begged him
    with everything, I made promises but he refused. I explained my problem
    to someone online and she suggested that I should contact a spell
    caster that could help me cast a spell to bring him back but I am the
    type that don’t believed in spell, I had no choice than to try it, I
    meant a spell caster called EZE MALAKA and I email him, and he told me
    there was no problem that everything will be okay before three days,
    that my ex will return to me before three days, he cast the spell and
    surprisingly in the second day, it was around 4pm. My ex called me, I
    was so surprised, I answered the call and all he said was that he was so
    sorry for everything that happened, that he wanted me to return to him,
    that he loves me so much. I was so happy and went to him, that was how
    we started living together happily again. Since then, I have made
    promise that anybody I know that have a relationship problem, I would be
    of help to such person by referring him or her to the only real and
    powerful spell caster who helped me with my own problem and who is
    different from all the fake ones out there. Anybody could need the help
    of the spell caster, his email: extremewhitelovespell@yahoo. com
    you can email him if you need his assistance in your relationship or
    anything. CAN NEVER STOP TALKING ABOUT YOU SIR HIS WEBSITE ADDRESS is http://extremewhitelovespell.webs.com CONTACT HIM NOW FOR SOLUTION TO ALL YOUR PROBLEMS.

  • Luis Mary

    After being in relationship with Wilson for seven years,he broke up with
    me, I did everything possible to bring him back but all was in vain, I
    wanted him back so much because of the love I have for him, I begged him
    with everything, I made promises but he refused. I explained my problem
    to someone online and she suggested that I should contact a spell
    caster that could help me cast a spell to bring him back but I am the
    type that don’t believed in spell, I had no choice than to try it, I
    meant a spell caster called EZE MALAKA and I email him, and he told me
    there was no problem that everything will be okay before three days,
    that my ex will return to me before three days, he cast the spell and
    surprisingly in the second day, it was around 4pm. My ex called me, I
    was so surprised, I answered the call and all he said was that he was so
    sorry for everything that happened, that he wanted me to return to him,
    that he loves me so much. I was so happy and went to him, that was how
    we started living together happily again. Since then, I have made
    promise that anybody I know that have a relationship problem, I would be
    of help to such person by referring him or her to the only real and
    powerful spell caster who helped me with my own problem and who is
    different from all the fake ones out there. Anybody could need the help
    of the spell caster, his email: extremewhitelovespell@yahoo. com
    you can email him if you need his assistance in your relationship or
    anything. CAN NEVER STOP TALKING ABOUT YOU SIR HIS WEBSITE ADDRESS is http://extremewhitelovespell.webs.com CONTACT HIM NOW FOR SOLUTION TO ALL YOUR PROBLEMS

  • Luis Mary

    After being in relationship with Wilson for seven years,he broke up with
    me, I did everything possible to bring him back but all was in vain, I
    wanted him back so much because of the love I have for him, I begged him
    with everything, I made promises but he refused. I explained my problem
    to someone online and she suggested that I should contact a spell
    caster that could help me cast a spell to bring him back but I am the
    type that don’t believed in spell, I had no choice than to try it, I
    meant a spell caster called EZE MALAKA and I email him, and he told me
    there was no problem that everything will be okay before three days,
    that my ex will return to me before three days, he cast the spell and
    surprisingly in the second day, it was around 4pm. My ex called me, I
    was so surprised, I answered the call and all he said was that he was so
    sorry for everything that happened, that he wanted me to return to him,
    that he loves me so much. I was so happy and went to him, that was how
    we started living together happily again. Since then, I have made
    promise that anybody I know that have a relationship problem, I would be
    of help to such person by referring him or her to the only real and
    powerful spell caster who helped me with my own problem and who is
    different from all the fake ones out there. Anybody could need the help
    of the spell caster, his email: extremewhitelovespell@yahoo. com
    you can email him if you need his assistance in your relationship or
    anything. CAN NEVER STOP TALKING ABOUT YOU SIR HIS WEBSITE ADDRESS is http://extremewhitelovespell.webs.com CONTACT HIM NOW FOR SOLUTION TO ALL YOUR PROBLEMS

  • How i got my ex back

    It is well known that Dr best is an american based spell caster and he has the perfect solution to relationship issues and marital problems. The main reason why i went to Dr.best was to seek his help on how to get my lover back because in recent times i read many testimonies on the internet. and i am happy and so pleased that i decided to seek for assistance. Dr.best did a perfect job by casting a reunion spell for me. he brought back my lover and prompted him to beg for forgiveness. I will be dropping the details of Dr.best for those we needs his help, do contact dr best for on E-mail :drbsetlovetemple@gmail.com or text him on :+1(321)4288214. for the following:

    1. Love spell

    2. Pregnancy spell

    3. health issues

    4. Good luck spell

    5. Lottery winning etc

    Name: Margret Wilson

    Location : New York USA

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  • Jay

    I’m very sorry to hear that, I have a similar story. She was clean for 3 months, and the dealer gave her something “on the house”. She texted me at 5:12pm, and I got home 6:25pm and she was lying there dead. My fiance… I called 911, and told them exactly what had happened, since this wasn’t the first time she overdosed. They didn’t bring no naloxone, no respirator, only did chest compressions… She’s gone now, and I believe they could have saved her.

  • disqus_z67WP5PLXF

    Sorry to hear that bud
    They sound like lazy assholes

  • Max

    I was addicted to heroin for 3 years and oxys for 2, I did it WITHOUT GOD

  • kersten burbie

    How can you dare tell someone they are a liar!? Cathy was talking about her daughter! You should be ashamed of yourself for discounting a mothers feelings!!! You have a mother that cares i bet! Cathy has every right to express her hurt feelings! Micheal Bobby find some help with your addiction!

  • Olivia Arthur

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  • John Doe

    Last night I was resuscitated… I had not done heroin in over three weeks. My dealer fixed the dose and administered it. I died. No breathing or pulse. I turned completely blue. They did CPR and revived me. When I came to, My shirt was completely drenched in water and my body hurt. Because of this I will no longer do heroin for as long as I live. I hope other people read this and it helps in deterring them from further use of this deadly drug.

  • Lydia laures

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  • john

    The almost exact same thing concerning the rescue squad happened to my friend who odd and died the other day. Man this shit hurts because I really wanted him to stay alive and gave him cpr to save him and like the rescue squad didn’t bring him back. I’m not going to hate on the rescue squad, but I did hear some f’d up rumors about how they were taking a relaxed attitude towards my friends condition because, a. he had previously odd about a month earlier and b. because there’s a bad attitude towards heroin culture in our town to begin with. I never have and never will use H, but if you think it’s Ok to do a half ass job as rescue squad because of the warped predisposition that junkies aren’t worth saving, well then fuck you..

  • Sam

    I have just lost my brother through that shit stuff,how I do not know he had been on it for a long time used to inject but now smoked it I found him dead on his bed,with his tin foil at side of him,how on earth he has overdosed I’ll never understand because he should of known what he was doing with how much he smoked,he had been sick which I think he chalked to death I will never understand how he has died after all these years of using he has left me and my family heartbroken and nobody should call anyone on the drug as it is an illness

  • Mike

    God helped you get through it. thank him not despise him ohhh jeez i did it without god why bring his name up. but glad ur clean

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  • No buddy, just no

    Read up until “it was a true miracle from god”. Fucking hell, what a waste.

  • No buddy, just no

    Cathy can’t spell or use grammar for shit. Her story is not believable, or at least not accurate. Shouldn’t be a mother in the first place. Especially on an Australian website. With 96%+ of the population being literate.