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I’m in Love with a Drug Addict – What Should I Do?

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A reader writes in and asks: “I’m in love with a drug addict, what should I do?”

Good question.  Unfortunately there is no easy answer to this question, any path that you take, anything that you ultimately decide is going to be difficult for you.  Obviously the ideal situation is if the drug addict in your life suddenly decides that they want to change their whole life and start living clean and sober and they dive head first into recovery and embrace it with all of their heart.  If this happens it will have a lot more to do with the addict and their being at the point of surrender and it will not have much to do with you at all.  In other words, you are not in a position to control when this moment of surrender occurs and you do not have the power to wave any sort of magic wand and make someone suddenly want to recover. Furthermore, making an ultimatum of some sort is not likely to produce this sort of result either.  If someone is genuinely afraid of losing you due to their addiction it will not necessarily make them face their addiction and stop using.  More often than not it will drive them further into isolation and a deeper level of addiction to their drug of choice.

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So really there is only one thing that you should definitely do in this situation, and that is to get some help for yourself as an individual.  Now most people get a bit put off by this suggestion as they state that they are fine and it is the addict in their life that needs the help, not them.  But on the contrary, you cannot force the addict to get help and there are some things that you can probably stand to learn about dealing with an addict in your life.  In this case my biggest suggestion to you is to get yourself to an Al-Anon meeting.  If you are younger then you can go to a similar organization called Ala-teen.  These are meetings that are similar to AA meetings but they are for the friends and family of alcoholics and drug addicts.

You might hesitate to go to such a meeting and share your story but I would urge you to do so. There is nothing that could be more helpful in most cases.  Going to Al-Anon and sharing your story will open you up to a lot of feedback and support.  There you can also get expert advice on exactly what you should do and how you should behave around the addict and what you should decide about your future.

At some point you might have to make a decision to leave the relationship.  This is never an easy thing to face because there is so much comfort and security in staying together, even if there is some pain in the relationship due to the addict’s behavior.  If the addict has no intention of changing, or seems to be permanently stuck in denial, then at some point you might need to just move on.

 

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  • Brandon

    I am in love still with my ex-wife and she and I have wanted to get back together. Yet she is addicted to drugs. Mostly oxycontin and oxycodone but still heavy enough drugs. My biggest dilemma is that I want her back and vice-versa, but she stole meds from me before and we did not speak for 4 yr’s. This May 14th she showed up at my birthday party and celebration of living with AIDS for 25 yrs. Yet one of the first things she asked was if I still got my drugs? I told her I no longer am on them even though I am. She still talks about drugs every time we are together. Now we want to move in together and as much as I want to let her move back in I am also scared. I jiust don’t know what to do. Is there any advice you can give me? Also she has stolen from me since we have been together I know she stole 30.00 from me and I am also missing my android. Yet I can’t prove that or another 50.00 I think is missing. Yet the 30.00 my mom gave me while she was here and she saw me put it in my manbag and when I went to get it while we were out, it was gone. She was the only person around me the whole time and around my bag which I keep very close to me because that is where my meds are. So again, do you have any advice on what I should do?
    Sincerely,
    Brandon

  • Ember

    I too am stuggling with am addict in my life. It is very hard to let go, i know.
    Although honestly, if she only talks about drugs with you, its because thats all she wants, hard to believe because you may love her. That though is part of the disease, lies.
    I would strongly urge you not to get back with her because already your money is missing and she’s asking about the same drugs she has stolen from you once or more before.

  • Ember

    Try looking at it from an outside perspective, it would be different if she wasnt only talking about her wanting the drugs. Or if she hadnt possibly stolen your money. Relationships with addicts are more likely to fail than any other relationship.
    Step outside of the box and look at it that way.

  • bella

    i am with an addict as well. i love him so much, but dont know how longer i can deal with it. my mom was one, so i feel like its a part of my life and thats what i look for. he wont admit he has a problem and blames it on an ulcer. i am trying to stick it out but it is hard.sometimes i watch what i say bc he has a short temper and flips over anything. i wanna help him but i know i cant and ir hurts me. its like he has many personalities bc of each affect the drug has. sometimes i ask myself who did i fall in love with someone who is always high or the sober him. everyone tells me to walk away, i des so much better. i believe that, but then love is powerful and i wanna help him. i dont know anymore. just one day at a time. its good to vent to people who dont know me. good luck to every one dealing with a sim.problem.

  • kathryn

    I’m in love with a drug addict as well. We have been together on and off for 3 years now. I use to be naive about his drug use, so i would think that everything was my fault, and that i was failing him as a girlfriend. He would get a good paying job, and it would last for a few weeks- then he would disappear for a week or two. Come back jobless and broke, swearing he would change. I love him, so i believed he would get better, but deep down i knew he was probably still smoking crack. His lies would have holes in it, he didn’t want me near his phone. But this last year, he went into a 90-day treatment; and through counseling i learned so much about addiction and the behaviors connected to it. When he is sober (which in 3 years only adds up to about 4 months) he is so sweet. Even when he was using and i didn’t know he would still try to be a good boyfriend. He relapsed again a few weeks ago, i caught him with a woman, i use to get so upset because i thought he wanted them instead of me- i know now that it’s not necessarily them, its just someone to do his drugs with. But i’m still only human, and it still hurts. I think hes still using- he acts angry when he talks to me, saying that its my fault, i stress him out. I know hes angry, and feels guilty and needs to take it out on someone- and god knows i’m all he has left (family won’t talk to him and he has no sober friends). With every relapse, he just gets worse and worse. i just don’t know what to do anymore. I love him, i want to help him–i just don’t know how to do it.

  • addicted to him while hes addicted to meth

    Kathryn,
    story of my life.except he is honest with me about it all.He has relapsed a few times and gets sober when he goes to prison but eventually he just adds to more and more plus he only can get high now if he shoots it.He is doing better then ever but the fact that all his friends are incolved keeps his ties in and i dont know if he will ever leave it behind.he says its how i met him and its what hes been doing since he was 13 years old so he knows nothing else.it stresses me out but im all he has left and i cant imagine being with out him.

  • kathryn

    so many people have said that i’m addicted to him, and that i might actually be crazier than he is. I use to brush it off, but someitmes i wonder. He’s back already, with promises of doing better and that he will try to do right. Its sad that i can’t trust the man i love. I don’t trust him at all- not when he tells me where he is, or his itinerary for the day. I feel like a pest to be constantly asking him where he is gong and doing and who he is with, it makes me feel like his mother. I just want to be a normal couple living a normal life. I want him to be normal.

  • Lora Lowe

    Hello members of in love w/an addict club. I was married to Tobey Atkinson eight yrs meth user and god knows what else. Making it in my house while i was at work. THe love of my life, also the biggest nightmare of my life. throw gas on me. choke me, not take care of me or himself. and yes the sweetest man i know, two people or more in one. NOW, you had all better think how you want your life to be. afraid to sleep in your own house. wonder who will be home tonight? You are better then that . Love yourself first they do not want to change. i use to do drugs years ago alot of us have we stopped cause we want to it is a choice. Meth eats the brain body and soul. meth makers need to go to the chair they are murders of life. move on get out your life on earth is but a short time, a tiger will always have stripes

  • Jeremy

    I am an addict myself. I am recovering at the moment. God knows that I put my fiance’ through hell while using prescription drugs and drinking alcohol just to get drunk. We both moved to Virginia from different places. I from Louisiana and she from New York City. So, essentially we both grew up here in Virginia and had hopes of one day moving back here if the siutation were right. It seemed as though us moving back “together” would be a great idea since we plan on getting married. I can say that we rushed it a little. I feel a gigantic regret because she is straight edge and I was recovering, but sober when we met up 17 months ago. Since, I have relapsed with her in my life. That was the last thing that I ever wanted was to put the woman I love dearly through. I am not violent, hateful or abusive, but the fact is, she didn’t deserve to see the man she loved basically ruin everything that he had ever worked for. She looked at my use as cheating on her, not with another woman, but just the act of using a substance to create or fill some void. I really didn’t think that this would affect our relationship because I never had a woman care about me so much. In the past, women have probably been a bad influence on me, meaning that they did way more than I did and I just did them (drugs or drinking) to blend or fit in. Now, on the other hand, I have a woman that loves me truly and just wants the real “me”, the one that she met on July 4th 2010 on the hudson river while fireworks were falling through the sky. That was “real” and I must say that it was the first “real” experience that I had prayed for a long time. At the moment, we are in couples counseling and I finally had to confront my demon…addiction. I must say that I was totally against the idea at first, because I thought counselers really didn’t know more than I did. When I saw Adriane (my fiance’) cry in this session, it opened up my eyes that here is the woman I love crying for me and my sobriety. It tore me up, but this time instead of turning to the bottle or a pill, I turned to her and apologized (truly and sincerely). I didn’t make any promises this time, I just now “know” that it is time to grow up and show this beautiful woman the respect and loyalty that she has shown me the last 17 months. She sees “me”. If you guys have that, I mean “true love” then I suggest counseling together or at least the “non user” to go to al anon. I’ve heard that it really does work. The people there know that you are going through. As for me, I am desperately seeking sobriety and a clean and sober life through the twelve steps and NA and AA. Anything to beat this demon that it is. I truly believe that we all have demons of some sort, it’s just how we confront them that will make us who we are. I am praying for all of you living with an addict like myself. It’s not easy I know. If you are being abused I recommend getting out as soon as possible. There is no excuse for that. God bless all of you and I really hope things get better for all of you. I am getting better and trying to make my fiance’ know the real “me” once again and I am trying to get to know the real “me” once again. I love all of you and thank you for the space. Sobriety is possible people, it just takes a lot of love for one’s self and unfortunately…it usually takes a lot of education for the sober one in the relationship. I know that I could relapse at any moment and so does my fiance’. If you want the married life and a life in general then you will have to sacrifice something that you have grown to maybe even love. Living with an addict is a challenge, but always remember that an addict is human and can be healed, it’s very possible. Unfortunately, it usually takes some sort of tragedy or loss for the addict to take the first step in admitting he/she has a problem to begin with. For me, it was seeing the most innocent woman in the world crying for me in a counseling session. She couldn’t stop crying and I couldn’t either. I am sick of this life, because it isn’t a life…just a slow way of dying. Don’t fool yourselves, if you drink and use drugs to get high then you have a problem and don’t respect yourself. You should seek help please. You know who “you” are and don’t let a substance take “you” away from yourself, because it will destroy you and everyone in your life. They love you so much, they don’t deserve to be treated like a whipping post for your indiscretions. They know how to leave and don’t think that they won’t. The first step is admitting that you have a problem. The rest of it will take care of itself with God in the picture. You have to believe that it is possible, because it is….why are you reading this right now….and who am I? God wanted you to read this. Take note and don’t deny it. God loves you so STEP UP and just do it for yourself and for the ones that love you dearly. If you want a life and want your loved ones to be able to sleep at night not wondering if you are in jail, almost in jail or in a ditch somewhere. I’ve almost died numerous times and the only reason that I didn’t was to share what I had been through. If you would like to hear more or if you can relate to any of this, my email is dunn2730@yahoo.com. I would love to talk and answer any questions or give any of you who are at the end of your rope some real hope. I won’t preach to you, because I would be preaching to the choir, but I would love to share my story and speak to any of you on a personal basis. I was an addict for 20 plus years and know every trick in the book. that is dunn2730@yahoo.com if you need prayer just drop a line in there and I can do that too. Thank all of you very much and God bless all of you

  • Irene

    Wow, so many sad stories, and mines isn’t any better. I married my drug addict a month ago after a looonng 18 and a half relationship. Eight years into our relationship he would joke around about using cocaine when he was 18, with friends I didn’t care for. Then six months later, he wanted me to try it. I did, and I wasn’t sure I liked it. I was more scared than anything else. Growing up, I would see movies where the person using would flip out, do something crazy, or overdose and die. So that was it for me. After that I truly believed he’s been doing it for a long time, I think he wanted me to know he was doing it so he wouldn’t have to hide anymore. Well as of the last four years, it has progressed and gotten worse. I didn’t say much before because he’s always held a job and has never done anything to seem like an addict. Then he started being broke and not coming home until the next morning. We live together so you know that would tick me off. This was happening every weekend. Then his mother became very ill and in her last days, I told him to be with her at all times. Well, when she took her last breath, his family was trying to reach him, but he was with his friends. I will never forgive him for that, I loved her soooo much, she was an awesome woman!!! As I stated before we got married a exactly a month ago and I did it of course because I love him, but also because I thought he was ready to leave the stupid stuff alone. Well on our wedding night, he decided he wanted to hang out with his friends to watch a fight that was coming on cable. Okay we have cable, therefore there was no reason to leave, or so I thought. Anyway, when he came back, I was hurt and felt betrayed. I broke down and cried and told him off and because I wouldn’t let him sleep the drugs off, so he hit me. There was a fight his friends didn’t get to see. Okay, I am an african-american woman with a disability and I’ll be dammed if I’m going to let any man raise his hand to me. Let’s just say I don’t think he’ll be doing that again. Now last week he spent all of paycheck getting drunk and high with his guys, didn’t come home until the next afternoon. He called me begging if he could come home and he kept promising that he wouldn’t do it again. This time he sounded like he wanted to cry. Yet I almost didn’t care. When he came home, he went into the bedroom and begin to cry uncontrollably and he’s not a crier. I wanted to hold him but I felt like I’d be setting myself up. Sure enough, it’s been six days and he did it again. Right now he sleep right next to me it’s four a.m. and he just got in an hour ago. I truly love this man but I’m tired, heartbroken, lonely, and undersexed. I don’t know how much I can take! We have 2 sons and the older one is starting to lose faith in him as well. What’s crazy to me is that he still holds a good job, no matter how messed up he gets, he still goes to work the next day. But he’s always complaining about his whole body being in pain. I probably shouldn’t be telling this but we haven’t had a good night of intercourse in 2 years and nine months. He’s not functioning in that area like he use to. I really am tired of all this. What do I do, leave him, or try to be there for him. This love hurts!!!

  • Sammy

    I am in love with a drug addict who its in denial because his ex was into harder drugs than him so he thinks what he is doing is not that bad. He was in a hospital for a month and was sober and a new man, then he hung out with a friend from his past and is right back where he started. His mom always calls me crying because she doesn’t know what is wrong with him and why he us acting so strange. I want to tell her but she has a heart condition and I’m afraid she won’t be able to handle the truth. But not knowing may be worst for her… I don’t know what to do.

  • Leona

    My husband is a drug addict and I am on the verge of ending the relationship. I knew he was a drug addict when I married him but we married so he could have insurance in order to get some kind of treatment. Two years later married and 4 years all together in the relationship, nothing has really changed. I do love him with all my heart but I am beginning to think there is no hope for him. I believe in hope but he does not really want to stop. His DOC is meth and it causes him to be paranoid and most of the time, he thinks I am doing something behind his back or authorizing people to do stuff behind his back, like hack into his laptop. He does not trust me and thinks I am a part of some group stalking him. I am at a loss at what to do. Anyway, I am very sad.

  • TRON MAJOR USER

    I LIE all the time to her constanly think SHE is cheating on me/ tatatat yada yada yada i use becouse life is boring how do i overcome this????

  • TRON MAJOR USER

    record him when he is at faullt

  • Kristina

    I think I am falling for an addict.. i like to say ‘ex’ addict, but sometimes actions are off, and when asked ( he is honest when he falls) he says hes been clean for 2 weeks. I would love to talk to other people going through this … for I understand drugs to a point, but.. i’m pretty stupid with them because i never did them…

    contact me…. christiangrl0711 at aol dot com please?

  • philswife

    I am posting because i too am in luv with an addict.i been with my husband for 16 years idk he was an addict til he told me and i heard the horror stories.well we have 4 kids and one on the way and right now my husband had been out on the street smoking crack admitted to me of having a girlfriend but would come back home to me i would cook, make love to him, cuddle him, talk to him then he would leave after washing his clothes and showering.i think of leaving sooooo many times but can’t bring myself toleave cause i think of the Bible and what marriage stands for.my husband is always honest with me had never stole from me or our house but he will rob others.i think the straw that made him relapse is our kids ate in foster care right now i would come home and want to talk but my husband would shut down which made me upset so i put him out.idk he was on the street smoking til i was driving down the street in pain not knowing why my stomach was hurting so much i called my twin sister to ask her was she ok when i saw my husband walking down the street and i knew then he was smoking i pulled over and ran up on him and asked him he again was honest so from then on i do what i can for him w/o giving him money!!! Luckily, the gf couldn’t stand by him and i let him know i can stand by you greeting help as long as you have no other gf.No,i don’t do anything drink smoke no cigarettes nothing what can i do help him?i know i can’t force him but or oldest soon knows

  • philswife

    I am posting because i too am in luv with an addict.i been with my husband for 16 years idk he was an addict til he told me and i heard the horror stories.well we have 4 kids and one on the way and right now my husband had been out on the street smoking crack admitted to me of having a girlfriend but would come back home to me i would cook, make love to him, cuddle him, talk to him then he would leave after washing his clothes and showering.i think of leaving sooooo many times but can’t bring myself toleave cause i think of the Bible and what marriage stands for.my husband is always honest with me had never stole from me or our house but he will rob others.i think the straw that made him relapse is our kids ate in foster care right now i would come home and want to talk but my husband would shut down which made me upset so i put him out.idk he was on the street smoking til i was driving down the street in pain not knowing why my stomah was hurting so much i called my twin sister to ask her was she ok when i saw my husband walking down the street and i knew then he was smoking i pulled over and ran up on him and asked him he again was honest so from then on i do what i can for him w/o giving him money!!! Luckily, the gf couldn’t stand by him and i let him know i can stand by you greeting help as long as you have no other gf.No,i don’t do anything drink smoke no cigarettes nothing what can i do help him?i know i can’t force him but or oldest soon knows

  • Genya

    I am a single female, 28 years old. Had fallen in love with a few drug addicts but never shared my life or finances with them. I have never married. But the reason why I never got involved too close with th drug addictas I loved is because I grew up with an alcoholic father. And the fights-arguments that he had with my mother hurts me so bad as a child. Life was always poor, we never had enough food or clothes to eat. Nothing was stable, we had to move from place to place, eternally strugtgling with money. I was hurt by seeing my peers having nice hosues, toys, traveling, and crying to my mama asking why cna’t we have ahouse like my grilfriends in school? WHy? Why? Why? Why are you aruging???? Some of the conflicts my parents had were so dramatic, I wanted to run away from home, but I didn’t where know where to run – I was dependent on them. And then, my dad got in such a huge debt that my mother decided to go away to another country -the US – to work for dollars to send them to us. My dad abused smoking and alcohol to the point of finding out a terminal cancer in himself at the age or 38, when my mother already left to the US for work. I was 12 years old, my mother was away, and my father was slowly – 4 years in length – dying from that cancer and I had to watch him cry and pass out, looking dead, eventually becoming paralized, and losing some of his normal memory-mental functioning……the whole childhood was fucked up. All those arguments over never having enough money in the house, never quiting drinking and smoking, EVEN atfer having discovered a tumor in his brain…………that drama was enough for me. I don’t even want to ever have children or a husband because I’m afraid of drama and poverty so much. Enough for me. All I awnt is peace in my life.

  • anonymous

    I am in love with a heroin addict. I am leaving him now. I am surrenduring to God. He has stolen from me, cheated on me, lied to me, gave me a concussion, threatened me with a knife, and still tells me he loves me. It’s over. I have yo take responsibility for allowing myself to be abused and ask myself why did I want to be abused. I pray for all of us, the addicts and the women and men who love them…it is a fire to walk through…and we will be the polished metal after the fire…but we must keep walking. Toward His mercy…peace people….

  • Anonymous

    I , too , am in love with an addict. I am “lovesick”. I left her when she ODed on Ketamine this past weekend. She had told me months ago she’d stop, but only for a while. She started up again behind my back at a party. I told her, I am a woman of my word, & left the relationship. She is & was the love of my life. I want her back, but drug free, & we’re supposed to talk this weekend .. I don’t know if it’s about closure or if we’re ever going to be friends. This breakup is physically making me sick without her. Should I go to an Al- anon meeting? I’m new to this.

    Lovesick in Jersey.

  • sam

    My ex boyfriend is addicted to heroin and he recently stole some rings off my grandma and is going to face going back to prison and tonight I was told that he is going through horrible withdrawals I love this man but I haven’t talked to him In days and its eating away at my heart for the thought that he is going through so much pain and I just don’t know what to do I can’t sleep or eat its like I can feel part of what he is going through I wish I could just walk away but I feel like if i do im giving up on him and us as a couple and that would tare me up inside more than anything

  • Jasmine

    I see you posted this 9 months ago. I know what you went thru. I am in still in love with my exboyfriend who has been a speed addict for 8years. I left him because of it. It was one of the hardest things I have ever done. I still think about him every minute. Sometimes we meet. He is worse then ever. It breaks my heart. I hope you are oke and going strong. It’s so hard to leave the addict for what it is and move on with your own life. But remember, it’s the best thing we can do for them and oureselves. They are sick. We can’t help them. They have to hit rock-bottom. We have to stay out and stay healthy.

  • E Gaines

    I knew a girl and she was on heroin and pills and her father was in prison and I tried to help but I fell in love with her instead. I miss her and I love her and I don’t know whats happened to her and it’s killing me. I’m really young so this is especially traumatic for me

  • Pamela Nedd

    I recently discovered the man that I’m in love with has fell off and has started back snorting heroin. He has gone through a program and stopped before we met and now has admitted that he’s doing it once again. I gave him the choice to get clean or leave he says he’s going to get clean but today I believe he was high and he said he wasn’t so now were at odds and I don’t know what to do. I want to believe him but I don’t trust him. I don’t know what to do, I love him and I want this to work but I cant deal with the drug habit…..I have never had something like this in my life.

  • It’s all about yourself in the end

    I loved a drug addict and after I lost everything, including my self respect, I realized that it’s all about taking care of myself I the end. Not taking care of them. I heard how much that he wanted to stop and was doing less-B.S. It was all crap to pat me on the head so he could resume his biggest love, pills. My advise is to get the hell out while you still have a good life to live. People who want to do pills, etc., screw it, let them. They will suffer, sooner or later…..just like they made the person that was with them suffer during the “relationship”???!

  • Julie

    I am a recent 66 year old widow and my deceased husband left me very well off financially. I have fallen in love with a drug addict 32 years younger than me. But it is hell. He says he is not in love with me, but he is always there for me. Most of the time. But the price is high. I have spent a lot of money on him and even bought him a new car. Everyone including my lawyer is against this relationship but I could not break if off if I tried. He says he loves me, but the age difference makes him uncomfortable but he cares for me but unfortunately he has tried to detox himself, refuses to go to Rehab. I am in touch with a friend of his who tells me I was enabling him so now I told him I will help him but not give him money. He works but does not make that much money. He gets very depressed when he falls, he tries to detox himself but its a game and I think he knows it. It is like a roller coaster. I am stressed out enough from my loss, all the aspects of being a widow and settling my husbands estate. My son is 3 years younger than him and resents him. But he is handsome, sexy and I cannot let go and he knows it. I have learned a lot about drug addiction since my association with him, I never knew these things before. I feel bad for him, I know he hates being an addict and wants to get clean but he has not committed himself to detox and rehab. I would never marry him but even a relationship is volatile with him since he has a bad temper. What should I do? I sound like a dumb bell but since I am in such a vulnerable position, I feel that being with him is better than being alone. I am seeking counseling.

  • Coral

    Julie you should leave him, end all contact with him. Give yourself time to adjust to your recent loss. It will take time. He is not good for you. Face your fears and don’t look for a crutch. I loved a drug addict for four years. Ending that relationship was and is one of the hardest things I have ever done, but it is the right thing to do. I miss him, but every day I get stronger. He has told you he is not in love with you, believe him. Take care of yourself, and get away from him. There will be nothing but pain in it for you. Believe me, I know.

  • Pa Moua

    Hi Lovesick in Jersey, to answer your question yes u should attend as many Al-anon or Nar- anon meetings as possible. Take this time to really shared your thoughts and feelings and listen to others with similar situations. I believe if will help u understand that addiction is a bad disease that affects everyone not just the addict alone. I know Im going thru my battle with my meth using husband. Ive attended a few Nar-anon meetings and I feel the comfort that I’m not alone. That it’s not my fault because I used to believe I did something to make him go back to using. Best of Luck and God Bless

  • Pa Moua

    Hi Pamela I hope things have been getting better for you since your posting date. Those questions you ask and the feelings of doubt in believing or trusting that addict u love and care so much about it’s extremely hard to make any decisions. U probably feel like u are in a battle between your heart and mind like I am. My husband of 4 years and 6 years of knowing each other are going through the process of trying to mend our marriage. It’s been a long year of disappointment and heartache back to back. My husband is a meth addict,his road of addiction has lead him to jail this year in August. He is currently out on bail with his mother’s help, I don’t know if he will b taken back into jail or not. I’m filled with so much pain and hurt from his actions under the influence of drugs. I’ve found this to be a traumatizing event in my marriage. I’m overwhelmed with the fear and thought of relapse that will trigger the same cycle of pain and suffering. He has physically, emotionally, verbally abused, and financially drained me within this year. This was never the life I had imagined with him or anyone else. Once I saw that he was capable and content to live his life without his loving wife I walked away filled with sorrow and ultimate sadness as tho my husband had died and I mourned for him many nights. We had our separation, I tried moving back in May and at the end of the month I had moved out and back to my parents. I finally decided to stop contacting him and checking up on him at our apartment. Now he has contacted me and begging me to forgive him and want our marriage to continue. I held back from filing for a divorce but when I did I just want it to be all over. I no longer wanted any part of his self-centered negativity, non moralistic lifestyle. My husband never responded to the divorce papers I filed, so it’s up to me to go and filed for a divorce by default. He has been clean for 3 months now but I’m not convinced that this sober him will last long. I love him so much that I forgot to love myself. He wants me so dearly to go stay with him but my anger and bitterness holds me back from wanting the same thing he does. Like I said before I love him and care about him but feel as tho I’m not in love with him as I was before all the damage. I feel pressured and rushed back into our marriage like everything is fine and were so in love it all good, but that not how I feel. I need time but he’s under pressure because of his consequences of possible more jail time. I feel as tho I should be selfish and try to find myself and healing before I can try to come together to work on us. Just as he should deal with his hearings and getting more help with his addiction. I just hate the drama and feeling of being the reason or responsible on how he’s feeling and if it will lead him back to using. Just like u I can’t deal with the drug habit and I refuse to have a drug addict husband or boyfriend, etc.

  • cannon shelly

    I am on here to express my sincere gratitude to a spell caster introduced to me by my Uncle, Wow! i never thought there was any real spell caster out here that can help me in my problems both financial and emotionally until my uncle recommended a spell caster he has contacted and was satisfied with his services to me and i did the same and contacted HIGH PRIEST OZIGIDIDON, The World Greatest for his help and i was so amazed for his wonderful work and sincerely i tested him and i must confess with all sincerity that HIGH PRIEST OZIGIDIDONis real and his prophesies are so really and he do what he says he will do. He is the only true and real spell caster i know and i don’t want folks out here to fall victims for those fake spell caster who impersonate the real ones, please make no mistake any further and don’t get scammed contact HIGH PRIEST OZIGIDIDON the realest spell caster in the world for him to help you in whatever problem you are going through be it relationship problem or money problem or any other problem you might have and HIGH PRIEST OZIGIDIDON will help you one time. He helped me get back my wife whom have left me for another man for the past 3years, after i contacted HIGH PRIEST OZIGIDIDON, after he has prepared and cast the spell in one hour my ex wife started calling and begging that she have missed me and i was amazed. right now i am living happily and my family is now so strong and united. please feel free and contact HIGH PRIEST OZIGIDIDON on his personal email highpriestoziigididon@gmail.com a word is enough for the wise, please friends make no mistake any further contact him now highpriestozigididon@gmail.com

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  • Murphy Chloe

    Hello friends i want to share my testimony and how grateful i’m since my lover came back to me because of the grate help Lord Masuka whose email address is lordmasukaspelltemple@hotmail.com.com render to me. my boyfriend broke up with me first week of july this year because he thought i was cheating on him, he told me that his friends has been telling him that i have been seeing someone else when he is not around i tried to make him understand that his friends are lieing to him but he did not give me the chance to explain to him this was how he left me. after a month of our breakup i tried to live a normal life without him but it was very hard for me to cope then i decided to contact Lord masuka via his mobile number +2347053105287 and his email address lordmasukaspelltemple@hotmail.com which i came across this months September 12th during my search looking for help how to get my lover back he cast a love spell for me and make my lover to come back to me within the period of 48hours. with this grate joy in my heart i want to say a big thanks to lord masuka he is the best spell caster and he is the best solution.

  • Murphy Chloe

    Hello friends i want to share my testimony and how grateful i’m since my lover came back to me because of the grate help Lord Masuka whose email address is lordmasukaspelltemple@hotmail.com.com render to me. my boyfriend broke up with me first week of july this year because he thought i was cheating on him, he told me that his friends has been telling him that i have been seeing someone else when he is not around i tried to make him understand that his friends are lieing to him but he did not give me the chance to explain to him this was how he left me. after a month of our breakup i tried to live a normal life without him but it was very hard for me to cope then i decided to contact Lord masuka via his mobile number +2347053105287 and his email address lordmasukaspelltemple@hotmail.com which i came across this months September 12th during my search looking for help how to get my lover back he cast a love spell for me and make my lover to come back to me within the period of 48hours. with this grate joy in my heart i want to say a big thanks to lord masuka he is the best spell caster and he is the best solution. byeee

  • Murphy Chloe

    Hello friends i want to share my testimony and how grateful i’m since my lover came back to me because of the grate help Lord Masuka whose email address is lordmasukaspelltemple@hotmail.com.com render to me. my boyfriend broke up with me first week of july this year because he thought i was cheating on him, he told me that his friends has been telling him that i have been seeing someone else when he is not around i tried to make him understand that his friends are lieing to him but he did not give me the chance to explain to him this was how he left me. after a month of our breakup i tried to live a normal life without him but it was very hard for me to cope then i decided to contact Lord masuka via his mobile number +2347053105287 and his email address lordmasukaspelltemple@hotmail.com which i came across this months September 12th during my search looking for help how to get my lover back he cast a love spell for me and make my lover to come back to me within the period of 48hours. with this grate joy in my heart i want to say a big thanks to lord masuka he is the best spell caster and he is the best solution. byeeee

  • Shelly Gerald

    Me and my ex-husband at all times have always tried to stay friendly over again after our divorce which occurred in early September this year. So i met with this spell caster Lord shinnok on the internet after a long search. And he told me everything that i needed to do, and he also assured me that he is going to reunite us in just 24 hours later after his spell casting. So he started his work on Monday 27th Oct. You are not going to believe this. He is back!!! Yes, he really came back in 24 hours just as you guaranteed Sir. Now I’m fully persuaded that you are a legit and authentic spell caster and your website is the best i have ever come across. This is so mind-boggling for me. Anthony is back!!! I haven’t by any means experienced something like this before. Thank you so much Lord Shinnok. I never expected such a result. Dream come true. Wow! You were so kind with me. “And may your kindness float back to you like ripples that float back to sea shore”. Thank you Sir for your precious help. I have never been so happy in my life like the way i am today. You are a genuine spirit.You and your work will never be forgotten for making me a fulfilled woman and reuniting me and my ex husband once again.. You are my hero.. The kids are overjoyed to have their father come back home for good. Sir here i am sharing your testimony just as i promised. here is his Email: Lordshinnokspelltemple@outlook.com. thank you so much sir from your grateful client Shelly Gerald.

  • Shelly Gerald

    Me and my ex-husband at all times have always tried to stay friendly over again after our divorce which occurred in early September this year. So i met with this spell caster Lord shinnok on the internet after a long search. And he told me everything that i needed to do, and he also assured me that he is going to reunite us in just 24 hours later after his spell casting. So he started his work on Monday 27th Oct. You are not going to believe this. He is back!!! Yes, he really came back in 24 hours just as you guaranteed Sir. Now I’m fully persuaded that you are a legit and authentic spell caster and your website is the best i have ever come across. This is so mind-boggling for me. Anthony is back!!! I haven’t by any means experienced something like this before. Thank you so much Lord Shinnok. I never expected such a result. Dream come true. Wow! You were so kind with me. “And may your kindness float back to you like ripples that float back to sea shore”. Thank you Sir for your precious help. I have never been so happy in my life like the way i am today. You are a genuine spirit.You and your work will never be forgotten for making me a fulfilled woman and reuniting me and my ex husband once again.. You are my hero.. The kids are overjoyed to have their father come back home for good. Sir here i am sharing your testimony just as i promised. here is his Email: Lordshinnokspelltemple@outlook.com. thank you so much sir from your grateful client Shelly Gerald. ITS AN AMAZING WEBSITE

  • julei lucas

    Thanks once again the great Dr Zaza I am norah lewis I want to
    share my testimony to every one here about what this great man did for
    me I was married for more than six years no child with this, my
    heart has been trouble so I don’t know what to do. And I have gone
    from one place to another still I did not found the solution of my
    problem on till one day in my office when a friend of mine came for a
    visit so I have been hiding this for every body not to share this
    problem to any one so when I see the situation on ground now my
    husband is about getting another woman, I try my best to share this
    with a friend so she advise me to contact this great man for a spell
    cast so I was not my self of telling her my problem so I ask her what
    we it take me? She said it we not take much time just three days it we
    be done then I look up and down were we I start from now? She insist
    for me to try him then I ask her for his contact she gave me his number
    and his email address his number +2348103508204 and here is the Email
    drzazaspelltemple100@hotmail.com so I called him first before I email
    him to know if his is the write person so he cast the spell and am so
    happy with my husband with two kids with this, the man is great and
    his spell casting is real thanks to my friend may God almighty bless
    you all from norah lewis.
    ..

  • Murphy Chloe

    Hello friends i want to share my testimony and how grateful i’m since my lover came back to me because of the grate help Lord Masuka whose email address is lordmasukaspelltemple@hotmail.com.com render to me. my boyfriend broke up with me first week of july this year because he thought i was cheating on him, he told me that his friends has been telling him that i have been seeing someone else when he is not around i tried to make him understand that his friends are lieing to him but he did not give me the chance to explain to him this was how he left me. after a month of our breakup i tried to live a normal life without him but it was very hard for me to cope then i decided to contact Lord masuka via his mobile number +2347053105287 and his email address lordmasukaspelltemple@hotmail.com which i came across this months September 12th during my search looking for help how to get my lover back he cast a love spell for me and make my lover to come back to me within the period of 48hours. with this grate joy in my heart i want to say a big thanks to lord masuka he is the best spell caster and he is the best solution

  • Tucker Stacey

    My name is tucker stacey.This is a very joyful day of my life because of the help Dr.Trust has rendered to me by helping me get my ex husband back with his magic and love spell. i was married for 6 years and it was so terrible because my husband was really cheating on me and was seeking for a divorce but when i came across Dr.Trust email on the internet on how he help so many people to get thier ex back and help fixing relationship.and make people to be happy in their relationship. i explained my situation to him and then seek his help but to my greatest surprise he told me that he will help me with my case and here i am now celebrating because my Husband has change totally for good. He always want to be by me and can not do anything without my present. i am really enjoying my marriage, what a great celebration. i will keep on testifying on the internet because Dr.Trust is truly a real spell caster. DO YOU NEED HELP THEN CONTACT DOCTOR TRUST NOW VIA EMAIL: Ultimatespellcast@yahoo.com or call +2348156885231 or ultimatespellcast@gmail.com. He is the only answer to your problem and make you feel happy in your relationship. his web site http://reuniteexback.webs.com

  • Tucker Stacey

    My name is tucker stacey.This is a very joyful day of my life because of the help Dr.Trust has rendered to me by helping me get my ex husband back with his magic and love spell. i was married for 6 years and it was so terrible because my husband was really cheating on me and was seeking for a divorce but when i came across Dr.Trust email on the internet on how he help so many people to get their ex back and help fixing relationship.and make people to be happy in their relationship. i explained my situation to him and then seek his help but to my greatest surprise he told me that he will help me with my case and here i am now celebrating because my Husband has change totally for good. He always want to be by me and can not do anything without my present. i am really enjoying my marriage, what a great celebration. i will keep on testifying on the internet because Dr.Trust is truly a real spell caster. DO YOU NEED HELP THEN CONTACT DOCTOR TRUST NOW VIA EMAIL: Ultimatespellcast@yahoo.com or call +2348156885231 or ultimatespellcast@gmail.com. He is the only answer to your problem and make you feel happy in your relationship. his web site http://reuniteexback.webs.com

  • jennifer

    After being in relationship with my husband for 30 years, he broke up with me, I did everything possible to bring him back, but all in vain, wanted him back so the love I feel for him, I begged yet I have made ??promises, but he refused. I explained my problem to someone online and she suggested I should instead contact a caster that could help me a spell to bring him back, but I’m the guy who never believed in magic, I had no choice but to try I sent the caster, and he said no problem that everything will be fine within three days, my ex back to me within three days, he cast the spell and, surprisingly, in the second day, it was around 16:00. My ex called me, I was so surprised, I answered the call and all he said was that he was so sorry for what happened, he wanted me to return with him, he loves me so much. I was so happy and went to him, that’s how we started living together happily again. Since then, I have made a promise that no one I know who has a relationship problem, it would help that person by him or her in reference to the only pitcher actual spells and powerful that it helped me with my problem and it is different from all false there. Anyone may need the help of the wizard(doctoragadagahelp@gmail.com) You can email him if you need help in your relationship or anything

  • jennifer

    After being in relationship with my husband for 30 years, he broke up with me, I did everything possible to bring him back, but all in vain, wanted him back so the love I feel for him, I begged yet I have made ??promises, but he refused. I explained my problem to someone online and she suggested I should instead contact a caster that could help me a spell to bring him back, but I’m the guy who never believed in magic, I had no choice but to try I sent the caster, and he said no problem that everything will be fine within three days, my ex back to me within three days, he cast the spell and, surprisingly, in the second day, it was around 16:00. My ex called me, I was so surprised, I answered the call and all he said was that he was so sorry for what happened, he wanted me to return with him, he loves me so much. I was so happy and went to him, that’s how we started living together happily again. Since then, I have made a promise that no one I know who has a relationship problem, it would help that person by him or her in reference to the only pitcher actual spells and powerful that it helped me with my problem and it is different from all false there. Anyone may need the help of the wizard(doctoragadagahelp@gmail.com) You can email him if you need help in your relationship or anything………..

  • Sue Preedy

    Hi I am SUE PREEDY from London I got a love spell done on my fiance actually he left me after one year of engagement I was shocked when he told me he does not love me any more he is going to marry with another girl it was very difficult to believe because we were in love from last 5 years he was the guy who never thought to live without me for a second he used to give thousands of phone calls in a day and he was saying to me he does not love me any more, it was a worse news for my family because I gave a very good treat to my friends and raletive on my engagement and we put engagement ring to each other in front of hundreds of people now if he didn’t marry me so it was shame for me in my society so I decided that I will get him back any how, than I found Dr.Trust on Internet I told him my problem he told me not to worry I will fetch him back to you he said that he will come himself and will beg me.he gave me 48 hours time and of course it happened before 48 hours he come back to me and said he is sorry for what he did to me,that he is ready to marry me. we get married and we are happy now as husband and wife. really Dr.Trust is a Miracle Man. contact him for your own help ultimatespellcast@gmail.com or ultimatespellcast@yahoo.com call me +2348156885231 …

  • Sue Preedy

    Hi I am SUE PREEDY from London I got a love spell done on my fiance actually he left me after one year of engagement I was shocked when he told me he does not love me any more he is going to marry with another girl it was very difficult to believe because we were in love from last 5 years he was the guy who never thought to live without me for a second he used to give thousands of phone calls in a day and he was saying to me he does not love me any more, it was a worse news for my family because I gave a very good treat to my friends and raletive on my engagement and we put engagement ring to each other in front of hundreds of people now if he didn’t marry me so it was shame for me in my society so I decided that I will get him back any how, than I found Dr.Trust on Internet I told him my problem he told me not to worry I will fetch him back to you he said that he will come himself and will beg me.he gave me 48 hours time and of course it happened before 48 hours he come back to me and said he is sorry for what he did to me,that he is ready to marry me. we get married and we are happy now as husband and wife. really Dr.Trust is a Miracle Man. contact him for your own help ultimatespellcast@gmail.com or ultimatespellcast@yahoo.com call me +2348156885231

  • Melissa

    I have never posted on a site before but I feel the need to reach out for help. The love of my life is addicted to meth. When I first met him he was in rehab. He is a veteran that did two tours in Iraq. When he got out he was diagnosed PTSD and anxiety. We became good friends and he shared his story with me, he was so bad off that he became homeless. However when I met him he was close to leaving the program one of the first questions he asked me was if I did drugs cause he didn’t want to be around it. He got a job in another state and would come home on weekends. We broke up for about a month and texted occasionally when we finally reconnected he asked me to come there for a week and quote..save his life he was back on it. I went and stayed for a month, he was clean and happy. We recently had another falling out and right back to the drugs he went. I found out he got arrested for possession and is awaiting court. Talked to him last night and he has given up. I know he’s going to die and it really scares me. My family and friends don’t know what a good person he was cause they were never around him so its hard to talk to them about this but need people to talk to that understand.

  • Britt

    Hmm this is different for me but i figured since im researching drug addiction to try and understand my boyfriends problem i thought why not try this site.. seems like everyone on this site needs help themselves and it is really ok… Im starting to go nuts, keeping things to myself dont know who to really talk to about this horrible addiction my bf suffers with… its HERION that stuff is actually unexplainable! I am not an addict and i have no idea what its like to be addicted to anything, i dont do drugs.. ever… He is mentally and physically dependanct on herion and its just so sad to see.. i mean if hes not high hes actually just miserable and locks himself away from the world… he needs to be high all the time! its actually really hard talking to him he keeps saying he will get sober but i mean its not happening.. he has been to rehab 4 different times, done the 12 step program, went to SOME meetings after but all else seemed to fail… he contiued using drugs again.. the sad thing is if hes not high he wont do one thing wont even talk to u till hes high, or till he has got his candy drug from the dealer. he started off using oxy and got pretty bad into that.. then lead to herion .. his parents think he is sober right now before they never really let him take the cars out or go anywhere cause the trust was totally shot.. he came out of rehab starting hanging out with me and they trust me but little do they know hes secretly using and using and using….. i feel guilty i want to tell them yet again.. hes getting high but i just got him a job everyone in the family seems all happy i jus dont want to be the bear of bad news at the moment but i know soon i will say something just dont know how to at the moment :I and it sucks to watch him get high before working at a factory all day i just dont want to see him bored and using at home while im at work all day 9-7 i feel the only thing that makes him happy is this drug and im so over this shit! he needs to get help again asap but i feel all the freedom he has. plus this new job part time. plus parents not thinking hes high everything is working in his favor and im really the only one who knows hes secretly using! i cant do this alone.. his parents help sooooo much and they can afford to help him 200 more times if it takes… just dont know what to say and how to bring this up PLUS court is coming up for him in about 4 weeks! i dont even think he could go to rehab he might face some jail time …

  • Evolving

    I understand entirely. I am going thru the very same thing. This
    innocent sweet gal (all of 50 but doesn’t look it) has admitted to these
    addictions (massive quantities of anti-anxiety, anti-depressants,
    multiple pain pills, alcohol and numerous sedatives) and you would never
    know it looking at her. She is kind, sweet, even loving (when sober)
    but claims “she is aware and can quit/slow down on her own”. She has
    put her life, my life, our life, even her KID’s life in jeopardy and
    basically is “breaking the bank” with her habit (buying presciption meds
    from people). She gets highly irate & defensive each time the
    subject is brought up and it is, for this reason, I am no longer living
    there (even though we are co-owners of the house). I am at a loss for
    what to do. I know her contacts, who is feeding her, what she’s taking,
    how many … I am just no longer going to get involved. Others
    (friends/relatives) are starting to shut her off (not allow her to move
    in with them, no longer give her money, support her habit). I feel I
    need to do the same. It is a shame, however. She is a very pretty gal
    who I am in love with (and she “claims” is in love with me). Addicts
    KNOW they’re addicts. They just don’t know the severity of the
    problem. They see others (Heroin, Coke, Crank, Meth) and consider
    themselves “lucky. THEY are the only ones who can put a stop to it.
    No one else.

  • Alex Becky

    My life is back!!! After 5 months of Broken marriage,
    my husband left me with two kids . I felt like my life was about to end i
    almost committed suicide, i was emotionally down for a very long time.
    Thanks to a spell caster called DR. TAJU which i met online. On one
    faithful day, as I was browsing through the Internet,I came across allot
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    restores womb,cure cancer,and other sickness, some testified that he can
    cast a spell to stop divorce and so on. i also come across one
    particular testimony,it was about a woman called BECKY ,she testified
    about how he brought back her Ex lover in less than 2 days, and at the
    end of her testimony she dropped DR. TAJU’s e-mail address. After
    reading all these,I decided to give it a try. I contacted him via email
    and explained my problem to him. In just 48 hours, my husband came back
    to me. We solved our issues, and we are even happier than before DR.
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    You can also read my testimony on my blogger site: http://howardella.blogspot.com

  • Alex Becky

    .My life is back!!! After 5 months of Broken marriage,
    my husband left me with two kids . I felt like my life was about to end i
    almost committed suicide, i was emotionally down for a very long time.
    Thanks to a spell caster called DR. TAJU which i met online. On one
    faithful day, as I was browsing through the Internet,I came across allot
    of testimonies about this particular spell caster. Some people
    testified that he brought their Ex lover back, some testified that he
    restores womb,cure cancer,and other sickness, some testified that he can
    cast a spell to stop divorce and so on. i also come across one
    particular testimony,it was about a woman called BECKY ,she testified
    about how he brought back her Ex lover in less than 2 days, and at the
    end of her testimony she dropped DR. TAJU’s e-mail address. After
    reading all these,I decided to give it a try. I contacted him via email
    and explained my problem to him. In just 48 hours, my husband came back
    to me. We solved our issues, and we are even happier than before DR.
    TAJU, is really a gifted man and i will not stop publishing him because
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    you can
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    You can also read my testimony on my blogger site: http://howardella.blogspot.com

  • maria cooker

    This is my testimony about the good work of a man who helped me….My name is maria cooker … My life is back!!! After 8 years of marriage, my husband left me and left me with our three kids. I felt like my life was about to end, and was falling apart. Thanks to a spell caster called papa ork who i met online. On one faithful day, as I was browsing through the internet, I was searching for a good spell caster that can solve my problems. I came across series of testimonies about this particular spell caster. Some people testified that he brought their Ex lover back, some testified that he restores womb, some testified that he can cast a spell to stop divorce and so on. There was one particular testimony I saw, it was about a woman called grace,she testified about how papa ork brought back her Ex lover in less than 72 hours and at the end of her testimony she drop papa ork e-mail address. After reading all these,I decided to give papa a try. I contacted him via email and explained my problem to him. In just 3 days, my husband came back to me. We solved our issues, and we are even happier than before. papa ork is really a talented and gifted man and i will not to stop publishing him because he is a wonderful man…If you have a problem and you are looking for a real and genuine spell caster to solve that problem for you. Try the great papa ork today, he might be the answer to your problem. Here’s his contact: orkstarspell@gmail.com Thank you great ork.
    Contact him for the following:

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    10)Help bringing people out of prison
    Contact him today on:
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    …………..

  • Jessica Williams

    What will i do to thank Doctor Atete the great spell caster for the help he rendered to me? how do i appreciate him for helping me get my lover back after 9 years of breakup? this is a testimony i must share because Doctor Atete is a God on earth. My heart is filled with Joy because Meyer the father of my three children is back. He left me 9 years ago for Jessica and said he does not love me any more because we had a fight, though i did all i could to get him back but my effort seems abortive just 4 days ago a friend of mine told me about Doctor Atete who helped her to solve all relationship problems so i decided to contact him also via email. Today i want to let the world know that Doctor Atete’s spell is active, he is a man of his word and can be trusted 100% because as i speak now Meyer the father of my three children came back to me yesterday on his knees begging me to forgive and accept him back. Do you need help of any kind then Contact Doctor Atete today via Email: doctoratetespelltemple@hotmail.com, or website:http://drzazazworldofpowerfulspellwebscom.webs.com or Whats-app: +2348068784784 or call him: +2348068784784 or +2347056505954

  • Alan Pratt

    ATTENTION EVERYONE,

    BE CAREFUL HERE NOBODY CAN HELP YOU HERE OR EVEN SUGGEST HOW YOU CAN GET YOUR EX OR LOVE BACK, ANY TESTIMONIES OF MOST SPELL CASTER HERE MUST BE IGNORE.BECAUSE MOST OF THEM ARE SCAM I MEAN REAL SCAM WHICH I WAS A VICTIM AND I GOT RIPPED OF THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS BECAUSE I WAS SO ANXIOUS TO GET MY WIFE BACK AFTER SHE LEFT ME FOR OVER 2 YEARS WITH MY 7 YEARS OLD SON JERRY,I HAVE APPLIED TO 7 DIFFERENT SPELL CASTER HERE AND ALL TO NO AVAIL THEY ALL ASK FOR SAME THING SEND YOUR NAME YOUR EX NAME ADDRESS AND PICTURE PHONE NUMBER ETC WHICH I DID OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND MOST OF THEM WERE FROM WEST AFRICA UNTIL I SAW A POST ABOUT ANITA SPELL CRAFT AND I DECIDED TO GAVE HER MY LAST TRAIL.HE ASK ME FOUR THINGS MY REAL NAME,MY EX AND MY EX MOTHER NAME AND $380 AND SAID MY EX WILL COME BACK IN 24HOURS, I HAVE PAID OVER $4800 ON SPELL CASTING AND COURIER AND NOTHING HAVE WORK FOR ME AFTER 3 DAYS I WAS THINKING ABOUT HOW MUCH I HAVE LOST SO FAR SO I SAID LET ME GIVE HIM A TRY SO I CALLED HIM AGAIN AND SEND MY REAL NAME,MY EX AND MY EX MOTHER NAME AND THE $380 BECAUSE I SWEAR IT WAS MY LAST TRY SO I WAS WAITING AS HE TOLD ME TO WAIT TILL NEXT DAY AND I COULD NOT SLEEP THAT NIGHT BECAUSE I REALLY LOVE MY WIFE AND WANT HER BACK AT 9PM THAT DAY I SAW MY WIFE ON LINE ON FACE BOOK AND SHE SAID HI AT FIRST I WAS SHOCK BECAUSE SHE NEVER TALK WITH ME FOR THE PAST A YEAR AND 9 MONTH NOW I DID NOT REPLY AGAIN SHE SAID ARE YOU THERE? I QUICKLY REPLY YES AND SHE SAID CAN WE SEE TOMORROW I SAID YES AND SHE WENT OFF-LINE I WAS CONFUSED I TRY TO CHAT HER AGAIN BUT SHE WAS NO MORE ON LINE I COULD NOT SLEEP THAT NIGHT AS I WAS WONDERING WHAT SHE IS GOING TO SAY, BY 7.AM THE NEXT MORNING SHE GAVE ME A MISS CALL I DECIDED NOT TO CALL BACK AS I WAS STILL ON SHOCK AGAIN SHE CALL AND I PICK SHE SAID CAN WE SEE AFTER WORK TODAY I SAID YES SO SHE END THE CALL IMMEDIATELY I GOT OFF WORK SHE CALL ME AND WE MEET AND NOW WE ARE BACK AGAIN I CALL DR OTIS DARKO SPELL THE NEXT DAY THANKING HIM FOR WHAT HE HAS DONE IN FACT I STILL CALL HIM AND THANK HIM AS MY LIFE WAS NOT COMPLETE WITHOUT MY WIFE PLEASE BE CAREFUL HERE I HAVE BEEN SCAM THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS IF YOU WANT A TRUE LOVE SPELL THEN CONTACT DR OTIS DARKO SPELL HOME NOW: otisdarko60@yahoo.com

  • Alan Pratt

    ATTENTION EVERYONE,

    BE CAREFUL HERE NOBODY CAN HELP YOU HERE OR EVEN SUGGEST HOW YOU CAN GET YOUR EX OR LOVE BACK, ANY TESTIMONIES OF MOST SPELL CASTER HERE MUST BE IGNORE.BECAUSE MOST OF THEM ARE SCAM I MEAN REAL SCAM WHICH I WAS A VICTIM AND I GOT RIPPED OF THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS BECAUSE I WAS SO ANXIOUS TO GET MY WIFE BACK AFTER SHE LEFT ME FOR OVER 2 YEARS WITH MY 7 YEARS OLD SON JERRY,I HAVE APPLIED TO 7 DIFFERENT SPELL CASTER HERE AND ALL TO NO AVAIL THEY ALL ASK FOR SAME THING SEND YOUR NAME YOUR EX NAME ADDRESS AND PICTURE PHONE NUMBER ETC WHICH I DID OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND MOST OF THEM WERE FROM WEST AFRICA UNTIL I SAW A POST ABOUT ANITA SPELL CRAFT AND I DECIDED TO GAVE HER MY LAST TRAIL.HE ASK ME FOUR THINGS MY REAL NAME,MY EX AND MY EX MOTHER NAME AND $380 AND SAID MY EX WILL COME BACK IN 24HOURS, I HAVE PAID OVER $4800 ON SPELL CASTING AND COURIER AND NOTHING HAVE WORK FOR ME AFTER 3 DAYS I WAS THINKING ABOUT HOW MUCH I HAVE LOST SO FAR SO I SAID LET ME GIVE HIM A TRY SO I CALLED HIM AGAIN AND SEND MY REAL NAME,MY EX AND MY EX MOTHER NAME AND THE $380 BECAUSE I SWEAR IT WAS MY LAST TRY SO I WAS WAITING AS HE TOLD ME TO WAIT TILL NEXT DAY AND I COULD NOT SLEEP THAT NIGHT BECAUSE I REALLY LOVE MY WIFE AND WANT HER BACK AT 9PM THAT DAY I SAW MY WIFE ON LINE ON FACE BOOK AND SHE SAID HI AT FIRST I WAS SHOCK BECAUSE SHE NEVER TALK WITH ME FOR THE PAST A YEAR AND 9 MONTH NOW I DID NOT REPLY AGAIN SHE SAID ARE YOU THERE? I QUICKLY REPLY YES AND SHE SAID CAN WE SEE TOMORROW I SAID YES AND SHE WENT OFF-LINE I WAS CONFUSED I TRY TO CHAT HER AGAIN BUT SHE WAS NO MORE ON LINE I COULD NOT SLEEP THAT NIGHT AS I WAS WONDERING WHAT SHE IS GOING TO SAY, BY 7.AM THE NEXT MORNING SHE GAVE ME A MISS CALL I DECIDED NOT TO CALL BACK AS I WAS STILL ON SHOCK AGAIN SHE CALL AND I PICK SHE SAID CAN WE SEE AFTER WORK TODAY I SAID YES SO SHE END THE CALL IMMEDIATELY I GOT OFF WORK SHE CALL ME AND WE MEET AND NOW WE ARE BACK AGAIN I CALL DR OTIS DARKO SPELL THE NEXT DAY THANKING HIM FOR WHAT HE HAS DONE IN FACT I STILL CALL HIM AND THANK HIM AS MY LIFE WAS NOT COMPLETE WITHOUT MY WIFE PLEASE BE CAREFUL HERE I HAVE BEEN SCAM THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS IF YOU WANT A TRUE LOVE SPELL THEN CONTACT DR OTIS DARKO SPELL HOME NOW: otisdarko60@yahoo.com

  • pamela frank

    I want to say thanks to this great man called Dr okunad who helped me in my marriage life. my name is maria Hasbarger lives in USA memphise so i was married to Albert we both love and like each other before our marriage, he care about my well being so i was so happy that i have found a man like this in my life my parents love him so much because of his kindness towards me and the way he care about me after four years in my marriage, no child he was not showing me much care anymore but i notice something is going on which i no. then i keep on with the relationship and i was hoping one day God will open my way to have a child in my home then i keep on going to church from one play to another by telling all the pastors about my problems that i don’t have a child so many of them promise me that soon i we have a child in my home i keep on hoping in God’s miracle on till one day when i went for a visit in my friend office then i was welcome by my friend we started dis causing about so many things on marriage life i was so shock she ask me about my wedding and what is going on till now i still don’t have a child then i told her my dear sister i don’t no what to do anymore and am scared of loosing my husband who have be caring for me for a long time now then she said i we not loosing him i ask how? then she said there is one man called Dr okunad who help in a relationship then i keep on asking how about him she told me this man can do all thing and make things possible i never believe her for once that this man she is talking about can do it so fast. also i ask her how do i get his contact she said i should not worry my self then she gave me his contact email ID and his number to contact him i said OK i will try my best to do so she wish me the best of luck in life then i went home gotten home, found that my door is open i was scared thinking so many things i don’t no who is in my house now i look at the key in my hand i was thinking i did not lock my door shortly a word came into my mind that i should go inside and check if there is any body at home or my husband getting inside, i found that my husband move away his things in the house then i started calling his number refuses to pick i was like a mad Dog i cried and cried don’t no what to do then i remember to that a friend of mine gave me a contact today i take my computer i emailed this man called Dr okunad also i called him on his cell phone which i received from my friend he spoke to me very well and i was happy my husband we come back to me so after the work was well done by Dr okunad, just in three days i heard my phone ringing not knowing it was my husband telling me his sorry about what he did to me then i accepted him again a month later, i was pregnant for him so i rest my testimony till i deliver safely i we give the best testimony again so my sisters and brothers if you are in such pain kindly contact this great man with this email {okunadespelltemple@gmail.com}.com or call or call him on +2348110651073

  • pamela frank

    I want to say thanks to this great man called Dr okunad who helped me in my marriage life. my name is maria Hasbarger lives in USA memphise so i was married to Albert we both love and like each other before our marriage, he care about my well being so i was so happy that i have found a man like this in my life my parents love him so much because of his kindness towards me and the way he care about me after four years in my marriage, no child he was not showing me much care anymore but i notice something is going on which i no. then i keep on with the relationship and i was hoping one day God will open my way to have a child in my home then i keep on going to church from one play to another by telling all the pastors about my problems that i don’t have a child so many of them promise me that soon i we have a child in my home i keep on hoping in God’s miracle on till one day when i went for a visit in my friend office then i was welcome by my friend we started dis causing about so many things on marriage life i was so shock she ask me about my wedding and what is going on till now i still don’t have a child then i told her my dear sister i don’t no what to do anymore and am scared of loosing my husband who have be caring for me for a long time now then she said i we not loosing him i ask how? then she said there is one man called Dr okunad who help in a relationship then i keep on asking how about him she told me this man can do all thing and make things possible i never believe her for once that this man she is talking about can do it so fast. also i ask her how do i get his contact she said i should not worry my self then she gave me his contact email ID and his number to contact him i said OK i will try my best to do so she wish me the best of luck in life then i went home gotten home, found that my door is open i was scared thinking so many things i don’t no who is in my house now i look at the key in my hand i was thinking i did not lock my door shortly a word came into my mind that i should go inside and check if there is any body at home or my husband getting inside, i found that my husband move away his things in the house then i started calling his number refuses to pick i was like a mad Dog i cried and cried don’t no what to do then i remember to that a friend of mine gave me a contact today i take my computer i emailed this man called Dr okunad also i called him on his cell phone which i received from my friend he spoke to me very well and i was happy my husband we come back to me so after the work was well done by Dr okunad, just in three days i heard my phone ringing not knowing it was my husband telling me his sorry about what he did to me then i accepted him again a month later, i was pregnant for him so i rest my testimony till i deliver safely i we give the best testimony again so my sisters and brothers if you are in such pain kindly contact this great man with this email {okunadespelltemple@gmail.com}.com or call or call him on +2348110651073
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  • Carolyn Martinez

    May be someone out there knows what i am talking about and know how its like to be invisible mostly by the one person you are in love with. I was in love an unhappy married man.His marriage was going to limbo and i was the only one there for him. He only saw me as a friend but he was more than that to me. I wish i had the heart to tell him before the went ahead and got married then, may be he would never had be unhappy and may be we both would have been together. Yeah it turned out i was too much or a chicken. Though we are together now literally because of the spell Metodo Acamu a very powerful spell caster i must say helped me cast to make him love me just as i loved him. A lot of people may have different opinion as to if what is did is wrong or right but really, it do not matter because he was in pain and his life was falling to pieces and i was his friend who was in love with him. I knew he was going to be happy with me and he is now. For the first time in three years i have he really happy i mean he tells me every time how free he feels . We are perfect together and i know we are always going to be like this. This would not be the case if not for the spell Metodo Acamu helped me cast. All that was required of me were just the materials that was going to be used to prepare the spell and note Metodo Acamu does not do spells for money i wish i knew why but i do not. He told me that i should get the materials needed for the spell preparing he told me to get them myself and if i can’t find the materials all i had to do was send the total cost for it so he can help me. It wasn’t easy to get them but i found them but it took a lot form me i would advice against getting them yourself because there are not only hard to but also difficult to mail believe me. I am only writing this short article for those out there with problems similar to the one i had. If you want to contact him use this email its what i used metodoacamufortressx@(yahoo). com rewrite this email in the usual email standard form for use…

  • LOUIS MULLER

    I HAVE FOLLOWED MOST OF THESE CRAPS AND GOT USED. I EVEN SEE SOME OF THEM REWRITING WHAT I WROTE ON THE NET MOST OF THESE PEOPLE TELLING YOU FAKE TESTIMONIES AND FOR YOU TO BEWARE OF THIS AND BEWARE OF THAT ARE BUNCH OF CRAPS AND SCAMS. THE ONLY MAN YOU CAN ACTUALLY TRUST ON SPELL IS DR OKAYA HIS EMAIL IS Okayaspellhelp@outlook.com, I WOULD HAVE BROUGHT HIM RIGHT HERE IN THE STATES IF POSSIBLE. HE DID A WHOLE LOT OF THINGS WHICH I WON’T REALLY MENTION HERE BUT THE MOST OF WHAT HE DID FOR ME WAS HELP ME OUT OF CANCER AND ALSO HELPED ME GOT BACK MY JOB AND MY MARRIAGE. HE IS GREAT AND I MET HIM OVER THE INTERNET JUST AS EVERY OTHER PERSON HAS TESTIFIED BUT HE IS ACTUALLY REAL AND A VERY GOOD SPELL CASTER. I’M STILL VERY MUCH INDEBTED TO DR OKAYA FOR SAVING MY LIFE AND MY MARRIAGE. I WANT TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT YOU DON’T HAVE TO TRY ANYBODY ELSE EXCEPT THIS GREAT MAN CALLED DR OKAYA ..HIS EMAIL CONTACT IS OKAYASPELLHELP@OUTLOOK.COM THE MOBILE IS +2348078291904 .

  • Barry Kin

    OMG!! This is certainly a shocking and a genuine Testimony i have ever
    seen..I visited a forum here on the internet on the 20TH OF JUNE 2014,
    after my husband separated me and my marriage of 8 years was broken down
    and i was totally inconsolable and without hope because i have tried all
    means to get my husband back after much pleading and did everything
    possible to make sure that he comes back, but nothing worked out for me….
    And i saw a marvelous testimony with this email adress
    omozespelltemple666@gmail.com of this powerful and great spell caster called
    Dr Omoze on the forum.. And i saw how Dr Omoze reunited a family and
    brought the Husband of a woman back to her in just 24 hours..I never
    believed it, because i never heard nor learnt anything about magic before..
    Not a soul would have been able to influence me about magical spells, not
    until Dr omoze did it for me and restored my marriage of 8 years back to me
    and brought my spouse back to me in the same 24 hours just as i read on the
    internet..i was truly astonished and shocked when my husband came to my
    house and knelt down begging for forgiveness and for me to accept him
    back.. I am really short of expressions, and i don’t know how much to
    convey my appreciation to you Dr omoze.. you are certainly a God sent to me
    and my entire life and family.. he did his work just as he guaranteed me in
    24 hours and it yielded an optimistic result to me and i was able to get my
    Husband back. right now my Husband has falling so much in love with me and
    my kids like never before. This spell casting isn’t brain washing but he
    opened up his eyes to see how much i love and wanted him, i really don’t
    know how best to be grateful to you Dr omoze for bringing happiness into
    my life and family, and now i am a joyful woman once again.. here is his
    Email: omozespelltemple666@gmail.com, or connect him with these number +2348036640164

  • Barry Kin

    OMG!! This is certainly a shocking and a genuine Testimony i have ever
    seen..I visited a forum here on the internet on the 20TH OF JUNE 2014,
    after my husband separated me and my marriage of 8 years was broken down
    and i was totally inconsolable and without hope because i have tried all
    means to get my husband back after much pleading and did everything
    possible to make sure that he comes back, but nothing worked out for me….
    And i saw a marvelous testimony with this email adress
    omozespelltemple666@gmail.com of this powerful and great spell caster called
    Dr Omoze on the forum.. And i saw how Dr Omoze reunited a family and
    brought the Husband of a woman back to her in just 24 hours..I never
    believed it, because i never heard nor learnt anything about magic before..
    Not a soul would have been able to influence me about magical spells, not
    until Dr omoze did it for me and restored my marriage of 8 years back to me
    and brought my spouse back to me in the same 24 hours just as i read on the
    internet..i was truly astonished and shocked when my husband came to my
    house and knelt down begging for forgiveness and for me to accept him
    back.. I am really short of expressions, and i don’t know how much to
    convey my appreciation to you Dr omoze.. you are certainly a God sent to me
    and my entire life and family.. he did his work just as he guaranteed me in
    24 hours and it yielded an optimistic result to me and i was able to get my
    Husband back. right now my Husband has falling so much in love with me and
    my kids like never before. This spell casting isn’t brain washing but he
    opened up his eyes to see how much i love and wanted him, i really don’t
    know how best to be grateful to you Dr omoze for bringing happiness into
    my life and family, and now i am a joyful woman once again.. here is his
    Email: omozespelltemple666@gmail.com, or connect him with these number +2348036640164
    ..

  • Eimear O’Sullivan

    When i met my husband then it crystal clear to me that he was the man of my dream. When i looked at him, i saw perfection. He was tall, respectful, looked at me like i was the only one on earth i mean words cannot describe that moment that is the day we met. It lives on here in my head. I know i was not blind and i know there was nothing really to make me suspect he also like the company of men as well as women. Yes i mean we were sexually active just like every other normal couple who are in love. It never seem like he was avoiding me when i want to have *** like he always comes up with excuse no he was just like every other man. I only got to know when i was two years into our marriage. The first year was healthy for us i mean we were happy and had our first child. It was my sister who caught him passionately kissing another man in his car after spending all night together in the movie theater. He told me he was going out with friends for a drink or two. I was hurt because he was not honest with me and also was cheating on me. Even before i knew, this thing he had going on started before we got married at least he was honest about that. Hadn’t been my sister, i would have been locked in the dark. I have nothing against same sex relationship but when you claim to love a woman and also want to be with a man it becomes a problem i mean you are either with one or the other. You can’t be married to me and expect me to shear you with another be it a woman or a man. We promise we will stay together just us and not us with some one else. I gave him an ultimatum it was either me or his male love i was hoping his love for me will make him pick me but no he ended our marriage simply before he could not pick. H wanted it all i wished i never made him choose then. I was in a traumatized i could not understand how he could be so selfish i mean we have a son together you don’t just walk out like that. I remember i even asked him to go ahead with relationship with his lover as long as he was here with me but then i realized i would be at the losing end in all ways. I was so much in love with him letting him go was not an option for me i mean i knew that if it wasn’t him it was going to me no other. After months of trying and searching with no success to find a way to make him see i am more important than his lover i came across a lot of comments on the internet of how a spell caster Obudun Magonata and how he has help a lot of individual with relationship and life problems. I was skeptical about it but i thought giving it a try would not kill me. What can i say, my experience with Obudun Magonata was real, honest i mean everything that was said about him was nothing but all true. I shared my problem with him that is how my husband ended our marriage because i was not OK with him have a male lover even when we were married and what i needed him to do for me. All i had to get was the materials needed to caster the spell that was going to get me my husband. I could only find one of the spell materials but he help me get the rest with the total estimated cost i sent to him for help. I don’t know how to explain what happen just after the spell process was concluded and made effective with the parcel he sent to me. I was like a fairy tale i mean i got my love back my family was whole again. My husband picked me he choose to be with me. It been more than six months now all i can see is a man loves and dedicate his self to me he goes every where with me aside work though yeah. -Contact him here at spiritsofobudunmagonata”at””yahoo””dot””com” convert email address to the standard email format. Hope you all with similar problem get all help from Obudun Magonata also.